thanks for explaining it to jelly Rave
also thanks for your input.
also thanks DualW!
I still keep both of it until now... I just want to make sure if it's really bad or not. or maybe it was actually 'ok' for me or not.
and what has happened is..
I got a vision of... a man with body like Khal Drogo (GoT) which I never got that kind of vision from my fams. Malicious? he just smirking at me.
and it's begin yesterday.
I got dreams where I had to run away from something that want to take my family life.. but I don't really give it any thoughts.
and today.. I was supposed to get a lewd dream with my incubus. Yeah I remember clearly my dream from beginning that we do couple stuff but then suddenly I arrived outside alone.. there is a door, and my head was like.. oh if I go thru this door, I'll meet him. I enter the door.. and the inside is not normal, like a cave with random stairs. But I still go in.. I remember that the place was so small, dirty and dark and I'm thinking 'let's just close my eyes and go full power, if I finish this path, I'll met him (my incubus in dream)' and what I got is I arrived in some bad taste garden and in my back from that door someone slowly walking at me holding a baseball bat. With malicious aura.
I run.
I screamed at it, why do you following me?!
he just laughing and I simply run.
and I woke up 'w')a
maybe it was that item fault.. as my fams always respect my decision to inviting only one spirit to my dream everyday...so I don't think it is them.