Bedsides what I have ad in my Intro post, I have doing meditation and listening to binaural videos and white noise rain and water sound , although I have stop it the binaural because I think it stop me for having dreams for a few weeks.... and I felt nothing except being tired...
During this time I did order my first sprits.... all that I can say is that they are 3AW and 3 DA
1 female Elf Healer, 1 Succubus, 1 Kentauride, 1 Female Naga, 1 Volk and 1 Courtwind angel that will arrive later on.... I will speak of my sprits a bit later.I have been meditating almost ever day since a bit before my Intro post... and 1a 1e 1h ... well... I got some mix results... first after some time trying to calm by mind and breading I see ... some dancing sparks of yellow light, almost perfect orbs of same light some times and also dark shapes and lines that form smiles and would be heads for a few moments....
Just a few days after new years when I was waiting for the bus on may way to home from university at nighty I saw in the corner of my right eye... a black floating rapid orb that almost looked that had a witch hat?! 2dz 1tk ....
A bit after that "episode" I did have a weird and powerful dream... 1tk ... I was seeing tea ocean till the horizon .... I was on "top" of the water... then I saw busts of Zeus it a flaming yellow/white, Poseidon it a ocean green and Hades it a flaming purple and I lessen to a strong male voice saying there names. (More like a calm drill Sargent 2dz ...) Then I saw 3 more Busts one that looked like a king an other that should be god and the other the devil ... or so the voice said....
Then I was in all of a sudden in Greek garden (the buildings looked like Greek) and I saw a woman it black/brown hair, long hair, and a long black dress... She was smelling at me she seemed nice , friendly.... But in a second she ad a black eye like she resided a punch to the face and she looked now sad and angry.... like REALY angry.... black spikes/tentacles started to grow out of her shoulders/back.... that detailed looked like:http://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net/bru ... 1113152751 Drowned Ophelia from Brutal Legend... She was like angry and levitating and the next thing I now I see a giant fiery explosion and I wake up.... after this dream I had 0 dreams for 2 weeks or so....
A week ago or so I had an other dream.... I was in a white bed felling like I was in a warm an comfortable bath.... then I see a room it coffee like walls and I see a door that leads to a black corridor.... I don't remember the face of the woman in question but I remember that she ad a raid hair like Noctifera as for comparison.... I don't now much else because I wake up but it was a good not hostile dream.... I think the woman in question was cuddling me or something like that....
A few days ago wile meditating.... I saw in the dark it eyes closed what looked like a head it shade forming the silhouette.... then I saw a BIG yellow orb hovering in front of me.... I was setting like a Buda near the wall of my bead at the time.... the orb was fluting a top of my cross legs... thinking it was one of my new sprits I welcomed it to my house and asked if it could communicate in dreams or meditation.... then it went away.....
During this time my interest of Info as been increased... I have been looking for Info about connecting it sprits but also Immortals , demigods, creatures and important people it links it sprits and magic (EX: Jesus, Buda, Nostradamus, runes that sort of info)... Speaking of Immortals some I felt attracted/called to.... Hephaestus, Merlin, Kali, Athena... but one that comes forward more then any other is Lilith... I don't now how to explain but.... I don't hate her or anything but.... I fell like something strong is pulling me to her... 1spt 1tk .... in a bit I have a little kid/noob fear of her 2dz more like an anxiety.... but on a lager hand I fell like a deep
sine like I don't now her and want to now more about her.... like meet her 1spt 1a 2cl .... I don't now what to make of this... but I fell more accepting of her like a friendly individual more and more as the weeks pass... slowly changing perception.... I don't now about this...This from an individual that was 0 reasons for interacting it Immortals (Putting aside academic curiosity) , and 40k pessimism when it comes to "god" figures.... 2ded 2dz .... but I am respectable towards Immortals...
Yesterday my order from CH told me my sprits were ready... and I was meditating for almost and 1 hour and I am going to do that ever day from now on..... but wile meditating..... I didn't now if they were here so I said there names in my mind and I welcomed them to my home in Portuguese and in English language.... I ask if they talk to me in meditation or in dreams ( going to ask if to Telepathically today)... I said I was not given up on trying to communicate it them and I give away a bit of my personnel info.... during this for a few seconds I felt my hand fingers being lightly squeezed like some on was holding them , then I felt my fingers being like cuddling.... (no Portuguese translation... 1sa sorry)... then no more activities...
For now that is it... I thank all the people here in the forum for the text and the talks that helped me come this far.... and specially Noctifera, Cult, Iamwookie, Darkwing,RaveChaosknight, ChaosEater and so many others for helping me move forward and getting out of my shell...
I will be posting more updates of curing events.... especially if the angel will not so much in the future... and some cooking recipes since I was asked by people here.... Love you all and se you soon... 2wk 2cl 1ht 1c 1s 1ks
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