as described in another post of mine, i fell out of spirit keeping for a year. i used to have multiple manifestations of all types every day, but now, i feel almost nothing. every time i ask my spirits to allow me to feel their energy/to send me a manifestation, i sense this small bit of hesitation within my intent. i don't understand what it is, much less how to get rid of it.
i am still full of so much love for my friends, and want with all of my being (or, i suppose, nearly all..) to experience them like i once did/to experience them even stronger, so i don't understand that little bit of hesitation within...
do you have any recommendations?
help removing hesitance
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Meditate on it. Look into how you're feeling and why you may be feeling it. The answer will come to you.
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i am also having trouble meditating lately. i have much difficulty not falling asleep (despite my 7-9 hours a night), and my visualisations (which have been one of my strongest abilities my whole life) are very weak. i must just force myself to do it every day and really work on not getting frustrated with these things.
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Have you asked them to help you with these things? Help you to sense them better, help to relax so you can meditate properly, help you fall asleep?
I get the feeling you are experiencing some stress at this time. That also could be a contributing factor, but finding the time to meditate will help.
Personally, I LOVE using this video to help me get "in the groove" to get started. Hopefully you'll find it helpful, too.
I get the feeling you are experiencing some stress at this time. That also could be a contributing factor, but finding the time to meditate will help.
Personally, I LOVE using this video to help me get "in the groove" to get started. Hopefully you'll find it helpful, too.
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Perhaps you genuinely do have a mental/emotional block that manifested in your energy centers. Has anything stressful or major happened in your life during your 1 year spiritual hiatus?
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thank you all for the replies
yes crashing; i do ask for their help, however it almost feels like my words are hitting a bubble and just bouncing back to me ::^( it never felt that way before.
i appreciate the link, i will definitely try this out tonight!
and ugly: that bubble feeling i mentioned before really makes me feel like this is some sort of blockage.
yes, the hiatus was triggered by a major event (i left a long-term relationship), which changed much in my life. despite the incredible amount of proof i had of my spirit family being present in my life, i began to doubt them and my path.
however, for about 6 months i have consistently been happier than ever before in my life! i have been trying for the past 3 months to reconnect with my spirit family. perhaps i just have to contiue giving myself time for any negative past residue to come off.
yes crashing; i do ask for their help, however it almost feels like my words are hitting a bubble and just bouncing back to me ::^( it never felt that way before.
i appreciate the link, i will definitely try this out tonight!
and ugly: that bubble feeling i mentioned before really makes me feel like this is some sort of blockage.
yes, the hiatus was triggered by a major event (i left a long-term relationship), which changed much in my life. despite the incredible amount of proof i had of my spirit family being present in my life, i began to doubt them and my path.
however, for about 6 months i have consistently been happier than ever before in my life! i have been trying for the past 3 months to reconnect with my spirit family. perhaps i just have to contiue giving myself time for any negative past residue to come off.
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Take your time Nezzuo, one step at a time.
The wonderful thing bout our spirit friends is that they wont leave you.
When the time is right then you will reconnect, we cant force these things. Maybe a mutual interest could help, if you have any. Like drinking blood with the vamps :p
The wonderful thing bout our spirit friends is that they wont leave you.
When the time is right then you will reconnect, we cant force these things. Maybe a mutual interest could help, if you have any. Like drinking blood with the vamps :p
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