Am I starting to actually see?

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Am I starting to actually see?

Postby MidnightMusings » Fri Feb 09, 2018 4:39 pm

How did you start to see spirits? Those of you who see spirits?
I usually only saw them at night, right after I awoke or in a half-sleep state. Now I start to see them when I'm fully awake! 1am It began with shadows running around, light orbs and streaks and now... all of a sudden I look through my room and find an entity/spirit standing there and staring at me and I nearly get a heart attack xD sometimes they're on the ceiling, crawling on the floor and they love to stand in corners (?!)

I mean, I always had a wild fantasy and when I was little, I would imagine a bunch of fantasy friends. But that's not the same, the fantasy stuff would pop up when I wanted it and it was CUTE. The things I'm seeing now are just there, without me really trying to imagine them. I know this only from my Tulpa, not other beings and he is not scary (He's more like a teenage guy), but the others can be really creepy... all the more when they are suddenly approaching me. I don't feel threatened, but I get the feeling they like to give me the creeps. I'm trying to get used to it though lol I also can't switch it on or off, sometimes I see them and then I don't. And when they are there I feel another presence, sometimes even before I discover them. There have been only a few really scary and also intimidating beings, where I set up protection cause it didn't feel right.

Do you sometimes have the same? See beings in your room like that?
I have to add, it's not always happening, but most commonly at early eve.
Another add, a friend once saw an exact same being at the same spot as me O.o that was really weird.


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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby MidnightMusings » Mon Feb 12, 2018 8:21 am

::bump:: ::Anyone::


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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby DeeArtLover » Mon Feb 12, 2018 8:31 am

i cant see yet but i hear things when im in a half-asleep state, how long have you been "keeping" if you dont mind me asking? and did you get any services done that may have helped with recently seeing them?:o i saw a spirit all dark and fuzzy like at night once, not scary but startling at first XD



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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby MidnightMusings » Mon Feb 12, 2018 5:38 pm

DeeArtLover wrote:i cant see yet but i hear things when im in a half-asleep state, how long have you been "keeping" if you dont mind me asking? and did you get any services done that may have helped with recently seeing them?:o i saw a spirit all dark and fuzzy like at night once, not scary but startling at first XD


I'm growing my spirit family since eight years now :) no, I've never done any services, except that I asked my companions to help me develop spiritually as I started, but that's a while ago by now and it just comes crushing down on me all of a sudden. That is what surprises me^^'

The way you saw the spirit at night is how it started out with me. But I have to admit that I really have to get used to this now, it can be frightful. Hm and I always thought I'm not frightful anymore, guessed wrong haha


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Gregori Watcher, Cambion, Sang Vampire Prince, Demon Vampire, Rabisu, BOTD Vampire, Asetian Viperine, Bell Witch, Ice Queen, Shadow Spirit, Gorgon, Rada Loa, Demon Dragon Shifter, Typical Demon, Sluagh, Liderc, Black Eyed Kid, 4 Incubi, Late Stage Hybrid, Ciakar, 3 Character Bindings, Tulpa, Guardian Angel.

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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby Fireshadow » Mon Feb 12, 2018 7:11 pm

MidnightMusings wrote:
I'm growing my spirit family since eight years now :) no, I've never done any services, except that I asked my companions to help me develop spiritually as I started, but that's a while ago by now and it just comes crushing down on me all of a sudden. That is what surprises me^^'


Oh, another five years to go for me then :p I hope it gets faster... I'm going to meditation classes now and open up my third eye, because I would love to see mine! Well... but maybe they are a bit taken back from taken form in front of me. One night, I was deadly scared when I saw a dark shadow being above me... the way I went crazy and called out to my Marid to protect me, they are probably like...nah, she is still not ready ;)

However, I sometimes turn my head around because it seems something is moving in the corner of my eye. And just now I had a really big flame coming out of my electric hot plate. It was kinda strange, because a flame like that... and I mean, it's an electric hot plate?! But nothing got burned, thank God. And my fire alarm didn't set off... it was gone very fast. I think they were a bit 2ps at me, for smirking about a statement that I got through the pendulum from them.


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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby AriesStarChild_ » Mon Feb 12, 2018 7:29 pm

Omg yes! I know what you mean about the corners it’s so odd hahaha I’ve lately been seeing more as well. Streaks, shadows, sparkles, bright orbs for a split second. My hearing is also developing a lot more than I thought it would. But keep up the good work but I understand the creepy part. I normally just see them in dreams or while astral projecting but when your abilities start to grow physically as well it can be very shocking. Happy keeping : )


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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby nezzuo » Tue Feb 13, 2018 12:51 am

i know i must'nt dull my own path by comparing it with others... but it gives me a strange sort of comfort to finally see "eight years" rather than one or two heh
so wonderful for you (though understandably a bit shocking sometimes..)! i am wishing you the best for even more growth.

before taking medicine and starting spirit keeping, i saw spirits several times, too. they tended to stand next to my bed, but also paced around and climbed on the ceiling and walls. unfortunately, they were negative beings. oh how i wish i could get that sense back for my lovely friends! after purposely bringing in some spirit friends, i could see orbs and color flashes. that's all for physical sight so far. i fell out of it for a while and developed even more blockages, now i hardly ever sense anything at all. nothing that can't be developed again, i'm sure.



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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby MidnightMusings » Tue Feb 13, 2018 8:59 am

Fireshadow wrote:However, I sometimes turn my head around because it seems something is moving in the corner of my eye. And just now I had a really big flame coming out of my electric hot plate. It was kinda strange, because a flame like that... and I mean, it's an electric hot plate?! But nothing got burned, thank God. And my fire alarm didn't set off... it was gone very fast. I think they were a bit 2ps at me, for smirking about a statement that I got through the pendulum from them.


Well that was a sign! ::rofl:: I think I would've jumped!

AriesStarChild_ wrote:Omg yes! I know what you mean about the corners it’s so odd hahaha I’ve lately been seeing more as well. Streaks, shadows, sparkles, bright orbs for a split second. My hearing is also developing a lot more than I thought it would. But keep up the good work but I understand the creepy part. I normally just see them in dreams or while astral projecting but when your abilities start to grow physically as well it can be very shocking. Happy keeping : )


I don't even know what I did that it turned out like that, to appear in reality ... (btw. I'm not seeing him now, but one of my comps is leaning over my shoulder and reading what I type lol) but yeah I try to keep it up and not get shocked anymore, it already got better 2qt though, the corner gets me every time.

nezzuo wrote:i know i must'nt dull my own path by comparing it with others... but it gives me a strange sort of comfort to finally see "eight years" rather than one or two heh
so wonderful for you (though understandably a bit shocking sometimes..)! i am wishing you the best for even more growth.

before taking medicine and starting spirit keeping, i saw spirits several times, too. they tended to stand next to my bed, but also paced around and climbed on the ceiling and walls. unfortunately, they were negative beings. oh how i wish i could get that sense back for my lovely friends! after purposely bringing in some spirit friends, i could see orbs and color flashes. that's all for physical sight so far. i fell out of it for a while and developed even more blockages, now i hardly ever sense anything at all. nothing that can't be developed again, i'm sure.


You've seen it like that too! I'm relieved to know that. All the more beside the bed, or sitting on it... they really love doing that don't they? Honestly, at first I thought I was loosing my mind, until I recognized one of them as my comps :\ the form was just so strange to me! Besides that most of them are taller than me and I feel like a mouse ... okay it's not that bad, but I do feel little around them 1e


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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby Campamocha » Tue Feb 13, 2018 2:15 pm

Wow, that's awesome. Well, not the creepy parts, but the rest is awesome. I've seen full-blown apparitions several times, some just shadows and some I seriously thought were living people. The last time I saw one, it was this huge black thing staring at me from the bathroom when I was 13. I woke up, rubbed my eyes, put my glasses on and everything, and it stared at me for several minutes. That was all way before my keep though, when I was a kid. As soon as my werewolf came its been black streaks everywhere. Something that looked like a bird flew over my head (in the house) last night and I knew it was her being super active lol. Ive seen 2 bodily type apparitions since I started keeping. One looked like someone dressed in white from the corner of my eye, and the other was like a shade but with more form to it, like a black blur of a person a little taller than me, and I got the impression of animal-like feet. It seems that they do love to watch us sleep, lol. I felt her jump off my bed one time.


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Re: Am I starting to actually see?

Postby Fireshadow » Wed Feb 14, 2018 9:06 pm

Midnight, just very curious, when exactly do you see them clearly? Does it mostly happen at night? Because I was wondering about this... Do you see them in daylight as well? And which ones do you see crawling on the ceilling? I mean, I doubt your guardian angel would be crawling on the ceilling? Does he not fly or something?

But as I'm correct, you're mostly having more grey/Dark spirits right? Not so much white, next to the tampa?


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