This worries me.

Maybe you just need to sit back and think of why dark isn't dark enough for you, what is it that you truly need, or want to do with with something darker or more?

Think very carefully about what it is that you truly need!!!!

Just some thoughts is all

starfire :dragons::

Tinkerbell wrote:This worries me.

My concern also.
You have spoken my mind.

Thanks.

my FA (fallen angel)nearly drove me crazy with wanting darker....darker, more and more until i thought i'd go utterly mad ....and at first i thought it was just me, just me and this intense need for dark things.
in part its my nature and I needed to learn that...
but what i learned most was about darkness itself. and when i started to understand...it was a very weird understanding and i'm not good with words so its difficult to explain....but once i understood it's presence within myself i stopped craving it. it's just a part of me. and then, i understood, that the majority of the craving was my FA teaching me and encouraging the dark in me until i embraced it and began to accept.

I understand now that had i not come to embrace it and accept it as part of myself as quickly as i did, then my path would have been entirely different because i would have had to 'live out' the craving until i 'knew' it as myself. best i can explain it, sorry. just my experience don't know if its helpful at all.

funny thing is now if i cross paths with something really dark and my skin tingles, my FA pops up and gives me an evil glare and tells me to forget about it as she's not sharing me. before it was all yeah yeah baby, more-more!!

blessings :lildevil:

I don't know what it is lately, like jasbro said, a craving of some sort. Let's get things straight, I don't mean Black Arts, I would never mean Black Arts but just something darker than what I have now. I love the intensity, the energy but truly, and honestly, there's no specific reason or aim in mind. There is no purpose. Just a yearning. Waves of restlessness. I understand this sounds very irresponsible and pretty clueless.

What would you consider on the darker side of Dark Arts? I have a Hag, Harpy, Wraith and Dark Dragon currently within my keep, all of which you could probably deem as slighter darker than your regular Dark Arts folk. But like I say, not dark enough.

It's not a road everyone should go down. There are plenty of entities in the astral planes that delight in torturing or killing targets. I do not call them prey because many of them do not kill to eat but they kill for fun instead. Abyssian native demons are horrifying, writhing masses of flesh, bone, and sinew. Seeing one for the first time nearly made me gag. Yet even they are not the darkest thing I have seen in the astral. And they are not black arts, as they can still choose, and hold loyalties easily.

One should proceed with caution and respect. At the same time, its not a reason to take an alarmist position. Sometimes we need to experience things in a complete perspective to truly understand something and I sense this may be what is happening here and why you feel the way you do. I think trying to ascertain why you are feeling this way is a good start. In taking some time and trying to figure it out, you may get guidance how to best proceed.

Darkness is intoxicating. It's like an exhilarating roller coaster ride. But there is always a price. You want to think of it as a scuba diver who needs that safety net to pull himself up after exploring the deep. What this means is, keeping balanced and purging with WA energy.

I love dark spirits. I feel... at home with them. I feel happy and comfortable with them just like I do with WA spirits. However, to get something even darker, you might want to put in a request with a conjurer. When you get a specific dark thing, tell them you want them to conjure AS DARK AS POSSIBLE.

There are so many shades in all the dark creatures. You can get some that are very light, and some that are terribly dark. I've met them.

Good question Tink, what would be darker then your wraith, hag, harpy.... perhaps
We can get answers, cause I to love dark arts...