I commented on this thread earlier but apparently my spirits did not want me to, and my computer shut down for three hours. I am going to try again and see if they let me. I have been where you are, about 6 months ago. However, you can't let life beat you, Life is a crap game, I suck at craps by the way. lol You ever read that book fat vampire? OMG it's a good one!!! But there is a line in it that I agreed with completely. He is talking to god and he says REGINALD BASKIN, NOT REMOTELY A religious man, closed his eyes in his small cubicle and asked God for his money back. “Whatever I paid before I was a sperm, Lord,” he said under his breath, “I want it back. Every cent, or I’m reporting your ass to the Better Business Bureau. I was promised much that I did not receive. The marketing was deceptive. I am not completely satisfied. I would like a full refund and a personal apology from the maitre d’. And a free calendar. Not a <<Removed by Mod>> one. One with naked girls on it.”

Truant, Johnny B. (2012-10-01). Fat Vampire (p. 1). . Kindle Edition.

It turns out that he's ok in the end, it all works out and he is happy. The point is, although you are asking for your money back right now, hang in there, in the end its gonna be ok .

For various reasons of knowing a lot of the new ideas about depression, people involved with such things have NOW made it clear that Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome (my grandfather was a military surgeon directly under the command of General John Pershing in WWI and before that was the chief surgeon during the building of the Panana Canal, and one of the first people to ever talk about PTSS , and has been given all kinds of awards)......that Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome is not just something that happens to soldiers....but can occur to anyone who have been under a lot of stress....


I would call some military office and tell them that you have not served in the military but believe you are suffering from PTSS, and would like a reference where you can talk to an authorized person for help...having been in "harm's way" I know it well.

Caiyros

Hang in there, Nirvana. Things sometimes hit bottom before they get better. Once we hit the top, we can fly higher than we did before we fell.

Having had depression symptoms and PTSD symptoms since 2009, I can tell you what it is like to just want to end it all. That is the easy and selfish way out of things. If you work through the hardships, you can learn to deal with the thing that are keeping you down. If you quit, you will never know what joy will lie at the end of the cold, dark, tunnel.

Don't ever give up on life
There is always a light somewhere down the road, you just gotta look for it, and no matter how hard it is, it's worth it in the end. You are a special human being, and have people who do care for you. I hope that things improve, I know, (from dealing with major depression myself) how hopeless it can feel, but never, ever give on the spark of life.

Wishing you a bright happy day full of cheer.

You okay there Nirvana? *worried*


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Nirvana? Anyone know what's going on here? I don't know her personally, but it's kinda worrying me


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I have some death spells that I've been given by more of the other experts throughout my life so I can use them whenever there's well someone.....
But suicide is never the answer Nirvana i'm really sorry you feel that way I hope you're doing okay I know it can be hard at times but I hope you stay strong baby girl

KittyGirl wrote:I have some death spells that I've been given by more of the other experts throughout my life so I can use them whenever there's well someone.....
But suicide is never the answer Nirvana i'm really sorry you feel that way I hope you're doing okay I know it can be hard at times but I hope you stay strong baby girl

Hi KittyGirl, do you mean you can do them on someone else?
And can you also do them for yourself?

Well I was given some but I honestly don't know if they're effective or not I haven't tried them on anyone and I wouldn't recommend you do them on yourself like I said suicide is never the answer.
I do believe I'll try a death spell though soon on someone so I'll tell you whether it's effective or not