That's great Wishing...
I guess I won't have the guts to ask Ellen
as I've just been messing things up for my spirits and me
and feeling utterly dumb...and...and...oh well... :crying:

OH no OH no-no-no! Dont be sad silly. Its okay we all make make misstakes if thats what you feel you did. They love you and are helping in away they can! :inlove: Trust me when I say they do really love you and understand when say you..hey I messed up and tell them your sorry from the bottom of your heart !

Please dont be sad...we're all learning and growing together . Its going to okay !! Alright?

Yeah it's alright...
I actually come to think that I've nearly lost all abilities with my spirits...it's a long story.

I can only feel them, and feel other spelled items, that's all.
Once or twice hearing or seeing them, those are just flashes for a second. Or maybe just my imagination.
Then nothing. Even though I know they're there. I adopt them because I feel better with them around.
But I can't even properly communicate with them. Seems that pendulums aren't really helpful for me sometimes.
Never have OOBE, nor astral travel, not even opening a portal. Can't see auras. Nothing.

And the mistake I made actually has information in the encyclopedia.
Actually I don't even know if I've really got him out of my Quartz's vessel right.
I just "felt" that he's out of there. I still don't even know whether he's a djinni or not.
I just leave him there. Only knowing he's not doing anything bad.
Then? Doing nothing about it coz there's nothing I can do.

Hey Capricornus-Aquarion,
You cant be a doubting Thomas when it comes to these thinngs...always go with your gut feeling. I know first hand how doubt can creep up and grab hold of something I was supoose to be very proud of...its only natural for us to do so..but please always remember your true gut feelings when working with anyone or a spell. It will help you so much..hang in their..your going to do wonderfully !

Mongrella wrote:The cave sounds wonderful & how cool Goldie was willing to show you! Wish I could visualise/remote view. I can never see anything much, except occasionally just before I go to sleep I get a few blurries. I mostly get words/info just pop into my head almost like hearing it spoken out loud but not quite. I can tell when it's my thought or from someone else...it just feels different..
Dolly, you should speak to my man Delar - a most excellent artist. You may have to get in line behind CH tho'!

Mong, is there anywhere where one could see Delar's work?

http://delarmedia.deviantart.com/gallery/

She gave me this link Dolly when I told her youd asked for more info on him

wishing apon a star wrote:http://delarmedia.deviantart.com/gallery/

She gave me this link Dolly when I told her youd asked for more info on him

Oh! Thank-you Wishing! You're the best! :thankyou:

:scared: :insane: :ohcrap: Yowzah! Michelangelo, eat your heart out! Now that's talent..... *Dolly gets in line behind CH*

Just relaying a message from one to the other Dolls ! Your very welcome

I had a chance to see the other parts of her cave ! Shes just so good to me ! Pretty amazing really. Its a moutain of sorts with a huge wide entrence to go inside. It had lots of rocks going down it side. Well I seen huge boulder looking rocks and she was their with the family trying to get them in is what it looked like. Being a mom isnt always easy for anyone lol. They (her draglings ) kept coming out and peaking through and she & her mate kept picking them up placing them side the cave...such a wonderful mom she is too !