Netheran wrote:WELL THE ARMY OF PROCTECTION DOES NOT WORK AND THE IRON AND COPPER DO NOT WORK ANYMORE NOW WHAT THE <<removed by mod>> DO I DO???
James Hillman (Archetypal psychology, for you-know-who-you-are) interprets dreams this way: You are all the people in your dream. Dreams only have meaning within the dream so to know what something means, you have to ask the character in the dream. I sometimes apply this to real life and yes, with some success.
What I read is that this is a sentient being and it is feeding on the resistance. It makes itself highly resist-worthy in order to feed.
I am confident in Charles and Ash's advices. I would add one more thing as an undercut. It requires courage and will but you can do it. Stop defining yourself as Henny Penny running around screaming that the sky is falling. This happens to people all the time and they never even know it. Your curse is that you are aware enough to perceive it. Are you dead yet? (Go ahead, look). No, you aren't. You aren't even hurt, although you sounds plenty tired. This is going to require the big girl boots so if you want to work up to it, start with "just getting the idea" of doing these things until you acclimate to it.
1. Muster up your courage.
2. Own the part of yourself that is like this creature. We all have a little monster in us.
3. Give it a voice at the round table of your life and spirits.
There might well be something to learn here. If it gets to say its piece, it may leave on its own and if not, it will respond to high magick and sorcery methods you've been offered by the masters here.
I know with a certainty there is an undelivered or unacknowledged communication underlying this.