Sassy wrote:I have been sensitive to spirits and entities since birth. When I got older (around 20) I unknowingly blocked all of my natural gifts, in doing so I could not sense spirits unless they were extremely powerful. In all these years (30+) I have only been held down 1 time (9 years ago) got rid of that one. When my cousin was killed, just hours later I could hear her talking and screaming at me. I knew she was confused, she died instantly, one minute laughing the next she was dead... She stayed with me for 6 months, I really loved the fact that I could still talk to her and feel when she came near me. When she left me I noticed many spirits around me. I only had one bad experience after that and he got dealt with when I finally had someone that could read me and talk to spirits. I had not invited him in, but my protector as I call him, had stayed with me for many years. He was with me even when I could not feel them near. Because of his loving nature, and risking himself to protect me I have found one of my callings. I enjoy the company of spirits and entities, as long as they mean no harm to me and mine (spirit friends and family) I let them keep coming back to chat with me. I am now adopting SRA's because I feel closer to those that feel lonely, have been through a bad time and just want someone to love them with a good home. I have 2 more regular vampires that stay with me at all times, they have been with me since 'the dark one' I call him hurt me. When I felt an overwhelming amount of spirits I began to talk to them. Most talked back to me. I was so excited, and more than amazed to find I have numerous guards around me at all times now. I guess they want me to stay happy so they can visit any time they wish
I would love to hear more about this incident, have you mentioned it in another thread? How did you "deal" with "the dark one"?