A few questions.. maybe more...
Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2017 5:56 pm
I was just having a scroll through the store recently (after telling myself I cannot expand my spirit family anymore) but a thought occured to me about something that happened to me when I was a teenager. I cannot exactly classify this individual as a spirit... he may or may not be a spirit... he could just be my imagination which I am seeking to get in touch with again? I had a very chaotic childhood and 7 years of abuse coming from my ex step parents plus bullying at school. I was in a very very dark place.. when I was "rescued" (as I like to put it)... I had a sort of imaginary friend who I drew constantly and created comics for as a means to deal with what I had been with and my social isolation... This character was somewhat like me... he came in the form of an angel though... always wore a mask which covered only half of his face and a lot of black clothing... I pretended that he was a sort of guardian for myself and I even drew myself into those comics to the point of interacting with him and where he would slay those past demons of what I went through. I associated him the symbol of the sun (a circle with a dot inside). I nicknamed him "the Omen" probably cause of my fascination with the horror movie at the time, but his character also aged as I aged.. as a 13 year old he appeared as a child.. as an older adult... someone about 24ish. He had inner demons himself and he was sort of a reflection of me.. like a shadow being...
Hold on... its a bit psychological.. but im still getting to my questions...
alright, so when I communicate with spirits... its always through feelings or drawings... when I first met my dragon spirit... I became obsessed with a green dragon lindworm for about 3 weeks... My dragon was on every single piece of paper or canvas I could get a hold of and I didn't actually know i was connecting to another being until about a month after being bombarded with dragon paintings.
my question is..
could I possibly have been receiving communication from some sort of guardian angel or other being?
it was like now.. pretty much with spirits who share my home now... the cross over of feelings, telepathy in a way and the artworks. I didnt engage in any necromancy or spirit contact (that I know of) back then... but I do feel as though there is something there.. like a truth has been screaming to me and I can only hear muffled sounds...
Another question I have is... can angels be dark arts spirits as well as white? I dont know much about them myself but have always been fascinated.. they were the first beings I was really exposed to as a child... (my grandmother used to tuck me into bed and ask that each side of my bed be protected as I was extremely afraid of the dark in her house... she was a keen automatic writer and communicator with them). 1spt
Hold on... its a bit psychological.. but im still getting to my questions...
alright, so when I communicate with spirits... its always through feelings or drawings... when I first met my dragon spirit... I became obsessed with a green dragon lindworm for about 3 weeks... My dragon was on every single piece of paper or canvas I could get a hold of and I didn't actually know i was connecting to another being until about a month after being bombarded with dragon paintings.
my question is..
could I possibly have been receiving communication from some sort of guardian angel or other being?
it was like now.. pretty much with spirits who share my home now... the cross over of feelings, telepathy in a way and the artworks. I didnt engage in any necromancy or spirit contact (that I know of) back then... but I do feel as though there is something there.. like a truth has been screaming to me and I can only hear muffled sounds...
Another question I have is... can angels be dark arts spirits as well as white? I dont know much about them myself but have always been fascinated.. they were the first beings I was really exposed to as a child... (my grandmother used to tuck me into bed and ask that each side of my bed be protected as I was extremely afraid of the dark in her house... she was a keen automatic writer and communicator with them). 1spt