Spiritual Attack
Posted: Tue Nov 01, 2016 11:18 am
Now i will talk about a subject that really is serious and that i think is still happening to me right now .
I already posted about what happened to me , short story
I was controlled for 3 years by negative energies and maybe bad entities , i stopped spirit keeping and took back since January .
You can see my story here http://www.creepyhollows.com/phpBB3/vie ... na#p637099
I took a Power Angel and thought it would stop but the thing is that since yesterday i fear that my relationship with my power angel was only a disguise and that behind hide was a powerful being / demon.
What i fear now is that i have been dealing with a demon and that i don't even realize until now .
During these months i was dealing with things that was not me at all , i searched on the internet and i saw that what's happenning to me is in fact a demon attack and this for 9 months .
Here are the symptoms that i have
-Thinking thoughts which are “not like you” or which “seem to come from somewhere else” or which “come out of the blue”.
-Sudden depression. Sometimes the depression is severe, sometimes it is very subtle.
- Feeling like suicide, like life is not worth living or wondering why you are here.
-Feelings of hopelessness.
-Feeling like someone or something else is controlling you. You may feel controlled all the time or only some of the time.
-Feeling like someone or something is pressuring you to do certain acts.
-Feeling something touch you, scratch you, or otherwise attack you.
-Hearing one or multiple voices in your head that are negative, persuasive, or commanding you to do something. For example, hearing a voice persuade you that a certain friend should be avoided, or asking you to let them “in” to your life in some way.
- Personality changes. For example, someone stays at home all the time when they used to be very gregarious.
-Feeling attacked when others do not see or experience anything. Sometimes this feeling of being attacked may come with physical pain that is medically inexplicable. Usually it will come with psychological pain of some sort – terror or anguish for example.
Why i didn't see this earlier
First because the reasons the being was giving was "for my best " , he did all this control to "harden myself" to see how many shades the control of the mind can take. It said my spirit beings are not here , and that it will call them back when i will be ready .
When your mind is controlled , you become "blind" , i don't know how to explain but you see things physically , you see everything actions you make but when you realize that everything is due to control , you see more clearly .
These symptoms can be associated with Schizophrenia and look like it, which to tell the truth i have been diagnosticated . The thing is that i had in my family no one who had this sickness , and what happened to me 3 years ago was at the same time of when i started to go into spirit keeping .
Of course , this sickness is known and cannot be taken lightly because people have this and it's known medically.
Right now , i take medicine and i regurlary have appointement with a psychanalist . But deep down i know it CANNOT be in any way schizophrenia because , the experiences i have cannot be explained at all by science or medical fields .
I contacted the conjurer because i thought that it could come from the power angel ( i thought for 9 months it was him) to take it back . Because Mind control is very tiring , i'm exhausted mentally and i wanted to stop feeling like that.
I ordered a reading yesterday ( i wish i did that earlier) to know , to be really sure , 100% sure that the being that was with me for 9 months is really my power angel or another that pass as him. I await the answer now .
Now i'm almost sure that maybe i'm in a dangerous situation right now .
I already posted about what happened to me , short story
I was controlled for 3 years by negative energies and maybe bad entities , i stopped spirit keeping and took back since January .You can see my story here
http://www.creepyhollows.com/phpBB3/vie ... na#p637099I took a Power Angel and thought it would stop but the thing is that since yesterday i fear that my relationship with my power angel was only a disguise and that behind hide was a powerful being / demon.
What i fear now is that i have been dealing with a demon and that i don't even realize until now .
During these months i was dealing with things that was not me at all , i searched on the internet and i saw that what's happenning to me is in fact a demon attack and this for 9 months .
Here are the symptoms that i have
-Thinking thoughts which are “not like you” or which “seem to come from somewhere else” or which “come out of the blue”.
-Sudden depression. Sometimes the depression is severe, sometimes it is very subtle.
- Feeling like suicide, like life is not worth living or wondering why you are here.
-Feelings of hopelessness.
-Feeling like someone or something else is controlling you. You may feel controlled all the time or only some of the time.
-Feeling like someone or something is pressuring you to do certain acts.
-Feeling something touch you, scratch you, or otherwise attack you.
-Hearing one or multiple voices in your head that are negative, persuasive, or commanding you to do something. For example, hearing a voice persuade you that a certain friend should be avoided, or asking you to let them “in” to your life in some way.
- Personality changes. For example, someone stays at home all the time when they used to be very gregarious.
-Feeling attacked when others do not see or experience anything. Sometimes this feeling of being attacked may come with physical pain that is medically inexplicable. Usually it will come with psychological pain of some sort – terror or anguish for example.
Why i didn't see this earlier
First because the reasons the being was giving was "for my best " , he did all this control to "harden myself" to see how many shades the control of the mind can take. It said my spirit beings are not here , and that it will call them back when i will be ready .When your mind is controlled , you become "blind" , i don't know how to explain but you see things physically , you see everything actions you make but when you realize that everything is due to control , you see more clearly .
These symptoms can be associated with Schizophrenia and look like it, which to tell the truth i have been diagnosticated . The thing is that i had in my family no one who had this sickness , and what happened to me 3 years ago was at the same time of when i started to go into spirit keeping .
Of course , this sickness is known and cannot be taken lightly because people have this and it's known medically.
Right now , i take medicine and i regurlary have appointement with a psychanalist . But deep down i know it CANNOT be in any way schizophrenia because , the experiences i have cannot be explained at all by science or medical fields .
I contacted the conjurer because i thought that it could come from the power angel ( i thought for 9 months it was him) to take it back . Because Mind control is very tiring , i'm exhausted mentally and i wanted to stop feeling like that.
I ordered a reading yesterday ( i wish i did that earlier) to know , to be really sure , 100% sure that the being that was with me for 9 months is really my power angel or another that pass as him. I await the answer now .
Now i'm almost sure that maybe i'm in a dangerous situation right now .