Almost at the finish line
Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2018 7:42 pm
So recently I had an immortal in a way pry my kundalini and other chakras open in a sense. Which was nice I had a cleanse and etc. but it also brought somethings into play that I’d normally say no to. Long story short I started experiencing some things very intensely and I was scared because it was happening so fast so I closed myself up. Things that happened where: feeling my body vibrate (astral body/spirit body) my third eye having a lot of pressure and making me feel almost high, my zeal chakra tingling like crazy, my spine buzzing, feeling like I’m in a trance, my hearing adjusting to frequencies while awake, seeing things begin to manifest way clearer at night. It was all just overwhelming to go from progressing to being way to close to the finish line than I was ready. But Today I decided that’s a dumb idea. I’m right there at seeing my companions and hearing them so why limit myself
So I decided I will let my kundalini rise but by bit and that my third eye will open bit by bit at a rate I’m comfortable which today I let it rise just a little and I had a great experience ) what normally takes 15 minutes only took 3.
I laid down talking to my demon vampire and told him I’d meet everyone half way. And that I’ll try not to be freaked out about all this. So I laid down thinking I should meditate without even meditating, in literally 3 minutes I hear 5 of my spirit companions whispering in my ears. The whispers turn into more solid voices. Not all at once, they were just eager to speak. They have me encouraging words and to let me know they were who I thought they were they said thing that I noticed in a dream I had this morning. For example my slime girl had a list of things in my dream, so she said something off that list. They each said sentences just encouraging words as I telepathically responded to each of them. Then my demon vamp was the only one to speak and he had lots to say. Just telling me about my keep and how everyone is rooting for me and happy for me and happy to be with me. Then randomly he started singing and his voice is actually amazing. Like beautiful. And then the other started singing and in that moment I got a vision of everyone who was singing to me. This all happened in about 7 minutes and when I opened my eyes there was tears in them from how much love and support I fell own I have.
So from me to everyone who feels like giving up DONT GIVE UP I don’t care if you’re a natural or not. Everyone always tells me I don’t have to try hard because I’m a natural but that literally means nothing if I don’t face my fears and experience this full on for what it is. The metaphysical is REAL. Don’t doubt. Don’t stress. Just keep going. You started keeping, you owe it to your keep to see it through and make it to that finish line what ever it may be for you. They’re there waiting for you. Something my sanguine vampire said in an interview:
HANG IN THERE BABY, YOU WILL GET THERE AND WHEN YOU DO WE WILL BE WAITING AT THE FINISH LINE CHEERING YOU ON. EVENTUALLY YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SEE AND HEAR ALL OF US, WE WILL HELP YOU WITH THIS BUT YOU MUST BE PATIENT AS YOU DO NOT HAVE MUCH AT TIMES.
I encourage everyone to take a deep breath and don’t give up. Just like my keep, yours is waiting for you
Xoxo
So I decided I will let my kundalini rise but by bit and that my third eye will open bit by bit at a rate I’m comfortable which today I let it rise just a little and I had a great experience ) what normally takes 15 minutes only took 3.
I laid down talking to my demon vampire and told him I’d meet everyone half way. And that I’ll try not to be freaked out about all this. So I laid down thinking I should meditate without even meditating, in literally 3 minutes I hear 5 of my spirit companions whispering in my ears. The whispers turn into more solid voices. Not all at once, they were just eager to speak. They have me encouraging words and to let me know they were who I thought they were they said thing that I noticed in a dream I had this morning. For example my slime girl had a list of things in my dream, so she said something off that list. They each said sentences just encouraging words as I telepathically responded to each of them. Then my demon vamp was the only one to speak and he had lots to say. Just telling me about my keep and how everyone is rooting for me and happy for me and happy to be with me. Then randomly he started singing and his voice is actually amazing. Like beautiful. And then the other started singing and in that moment I got a vision of everyone who was singing to me. This all happened in about 7 minutes and when I opened my eyes there was tears in them from how much love and support I fell own I have.
So from me to everyone who feels like giving up DONT GIVE UP I don’t care if you’re a natural or not. Everyone always tells me I don’t have to try hard because I’m a natural but that literally means nothing if I don’t face my fears and experience this full on for what it is. The metaphysical is REAL. Don’t doubt. Don’t stress. Just keep going. You started keeping, you owe it to your keep to see it through and make it to that finish line what ever it may be for you. They’re there waiting for you. Something my sanguine vampire said in an interview:
HANG IN THERE BABY, YOU WILL GET THERE AND WHEN YOU DO WE WILL BE WAITING AT THE FINISH LINE CHEERING YOU ON. EVENTUALLY YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SEE AND HEAR ALL OF US, WE WILL HELP YOU WITH THIS BUT YOU MUST BE PATIENT AS YOU DO NOT HAVE MUCH AT TIMES.
I encourage everyone to take a deep breath and don’t give up. Just like my keep, yours is waiting for you
Xoxo