What do I put in "notes"?
Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2018 5:46 am
So I'll try to keep this short. I've decided a Succubus is likely the kind of spirit I'd prefer, but what do I write in the notes to help them find the right spirit for me?
Long story (kind of) short. I'm 29, been single for 10 years, I've been searching for a companion to spend my life with, and failing miserably. My life is a train wreck, I recently had to move back in with my folks after my room mate bailed on me and stole a bunch of money from me, any relationships I've tried have either been so bad I've literally been laughed at for asking or at best a blunt refusal. I lost a good job because I was "offered" a better one and a month later had to take a job minimum wage at a corner store. I don't suffer from depression, but the loneliness has added some new darker thoughts into my life I'm not a fan of. I've suffered from nightmares fairly frequently since I was a teen. I turned to drinking to help cope with some of the sharpness of life, and all I want is ANYTHING that'll be present with me and engage me and is willing to see me to the natural end of this life.
I thought Nympho would be good but I after reading it seems Succubus would be best because most people seem to say it's a very present spirit, talking back after a while and even manifesting physically for some people. I want a partner that is unique, a being that can be a soft partner as well as someone who can help me appreciate an exciting life. A social spirit strong and empowering, a loving being able to sooth and caress when times are hard. A being able to express their own thoughts on something and help just by being in my life. (I mean... succubus, so also sex).
Even in this lengthy description I feel as though I've only touch on the surface of what I'd like to write in the notes. (And now I feel like I'm asking Ash to be my supernatural match-maker.)
So again TL;DR: what should I write in the notes to help?
Long story (kind of) short. I'm 29, been single for 10 years, I've been searching for a companion to spend my life with, and failing miserably. My life is a train wreck, I recently had to move back in with my folks after my room mate bailed on me and stole a bunch of money from me, any relationships I've tried have either been so bad I've literally been laughed at for asking or at best a blunt refusal. I lost a good job because I was "offered" a better one and a month later had to take a job minimum wage at a corner store. I don't suffer from depression, but the loneliness has added some new darker thoughts into my life I'm not a fan of. I've suffered from nightmares fairly frequently since I was a teen. I turned to drinking to help cope with some of the sharpness of life, and all I want is ANYTHING that'll be present with me and engage me and is willing to see me to the natural end of this life.
I thought Nympho would be good but I after reading it seems Succubus would be best because most people seem to say it's a very present spirit, talking back after a while and even manifesting physically for some people. I want a partner that is unique, a being that can be a soft partner as well as someone who can help me appreciate an exciting life. A social spirit strong and empowering, a loving being able to sooth and caress when times are hard. A being able to express their own thoughts on something and help just by being in my life. (I mean... succubus, so also sex).
Even in this lengthy description I feel as though I've only touch on the surface of what I'd like to write in the notes. (And now I feel like I'm asking Ash to be my supernatural match-maker.)
So again TL;DR: what should I write in the notes to help?