Help, please.
Posted: Sun Dec 31, 2017 12:33 pm
Sorry for this being this long but I dont know what to do and really need help.
So I am no a spirit keeper or a witch or any thing of the kind as far as I know.
I have had dreams as far as I can remember and they are hereditary. At first I will have a few times a year then month and now it’s everynight, they seem to fit the description of Astral travels and I noticed a while ago after every night I would dream I would wake up tired.
Now I often have nested dreams and I am just exhausted. I also have a history of sleep paralysis.
The issue is I am fine with the dreams but I got curious and the only person that could given me answers is now dead. I also always felt protected and I wanted to know by what.
I was advised to use a pendulum which have been giving me conflicting answer.
To clarify I do not wish to keep spirits.
But according to the answer to my questions and something mentioned bt a seer awhile ago.
There is atleast one spirit around me. He is male and says he is an alfar, now he says that he may be immortal attached to the Norsk mythology (I am not european) then he said he was sent my Hades.
I tried using a pendulum board but he refuses to give his name. He said he tried to communicate through the sleep paralysis but I refuse.
I asked for proof of truth but got nothing so I decided to stop communicating.(that was a week ago)
When I started with the pendulum I had (tried) put up runic wards but about two days ago I woke up in the early morning because I felt a weird shiver but after that everytime i closed my eyes I saw a dark figure cloaked in black and grey.
I asked it to go away it wouldn’t and everything I did did not work so I stayed awake the rest of the night. It felt neutral not treatning but I thought it could become so, I put other wards during the day and prayed.
Now yesterday i lost a really important item, when I was getting out of the car (I felt distracted) I checked that I was holding the bag and saw it with the others things I was holding, but once I got in my place it wasn’t there.
I was so confused that I prayed and used the pendulum and he said that he had a hand in distracting me and it was because I stopped communicating and that he was the one in my room.
One if the time i tried to used a pendulum I was locked out of my appartment, I got up to get food and got distracted on my way out and forgot the key (it never happens to me and it felt the same way as with the car)
I am just upstet and exhausted.
Am I going crazy
I just want some answers.
Any help is welcome.
One if my ancestor was a renowned spirit worker ( magician??) and it is rumored that it was pasted to my grandfather.
So I am no a spirit keeper or a witch or any thing of the kind as far as I know.
I have had dreams as far as I can remember and they are hereditary. At first I will have a few times a year then month and now it’s everynight, they seem to fit the description of Astral travels and I noticed a while ago after every night I would dream I would wake up tired.
Now I often have nested dreams and I am just exhausted. I also have a history of sleep paralysis.
The issue is I am fine with the dreams but I got curious and the only person that could given me answers is now dead. I also always felt protected and I wanted to know by what.
I was advised to use a pendulum which have been giving me conflicting answer.
To clarify I do not wish to keep spirits.
But according to the answer to my questions and something mentioned bt a seer awhile ago.
There is atleast one spirit around me. He is male and says he is an alfar, now he says that he may be immortal attached to the Norsk mythology (I am not european) then he said he was sent my Hades.
I tried using a pendulum board but he refuses to give his name. He said he tried to communicate through the sleep paralysis but I refuse.
I asked for proof of truth but got nothing so I decided to stop communicating.(that was a week ago)
When I started with the pendulum I had (tried) put up runic wards but about two days ago I woke up in the early morning because I felt a weird shiver but after that everytime i closed my eyes I saw a dark figure cloaked in black and grey.
I asked it to go away it wouldn’t and everything I did did not work so I stayed awake the rest of the night. It felt neutral not treatning but I thought it could become so, I put other wards during the day and prayed.
Now yesterday i lost a really important item, when I was getting out of the car (I felt distracted) I checked that I was holding the bag and saw it with the others things I was holding, but once I got in my place it wasn’t there.
I was so confused that I prayed and used the pendulum and he said that he had a hand in distracting me and it was because I stopped communicating and that he was the one in my room.
One if the time i tried to used a pendulum I was locked out of my appartment, I got up to get food and got distracted on my way out and forgot the key (it never happens to me and it felt the same way as with the car)
I am just upstet and exhausted.
Am I going crazy
I just want some answers.
Any help is welcome.
One if my ancestor was a renowned spirit worker ( magician??) and it is rumored that it was pasted to my grandfather.