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How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2018 7:34 pm
by SirJusty
I keep telling my Spirits/Entity that year 2018, I will push myself really hard. That year would be better for me as well. To push myself and not let my depression take hold. My natural 3rd eye is still partial opened. least I think so, when I hold my eyes open wide. Not blinking but staring, very faintly I thought I can see outlines of something. But always move. I can feel some of my Spirit's touches, Some are very strong. Especially lots of pokings all over me and Scratching that are sharp. But I honestly don't mind the sharp Scratches, nor the Poking to.

Meditation is a really huge issue for me and really struggling with falling asleep. Within I fall asleep I last 5 minutes. (Both sitting and Laying down) Meditation however seems easist for me, when I'm in the Shower and or When it's Raining outside, whilst I'm walking in the rain. That's only when Meditation is very easy for me.

I have a feeling, that I always could sense stuff. Even as I was growing up. At the same time I'm greatly unsure about me reading energy. Most of time when stuff happens in family situations and no good. I usualy in a worry state and make myself sick. Sometimes it last for hrs at times days. Adding this up to my depression is not good. Just didn't realize what I'm experiencing is a form of Energy. That other people's energy I'm taking in. I believe it's cause of my constant worrying as well as depression.

Yesterday I was looking for wii games for my Original Wii System. Since I decided I wanted to play the wii, instead of stayng in the box. I already have Wii games, but looking for new Ones. I decided to buy Pandora's Tower (Wii) at the same time Zumba games really caught my attention. Especially different sngs from different cultures as well as dance moves plus excersise. I decided to buy the 4 Zumba Wii games to (Fitness 2, World part and Zumba Core) plus the belt for Wii Controller.

At the same time, I believe my Spirit's/ Entity's want me to play these games. To me the games look very fun for me to. Was watching YouTube videos. I really love everything about these Zumba Games. I have a strong feeling would help me lessen my depression as well. To make me more happy.

Currently on the farm, not really much stuff to do. So very boring honestly, then again it's winter after all. Plus not allowed to drive. So unable to go anywhere, unless I ask too. But I feel like I'm a Burden if I ask someone for ride. Plus no bus route where I'm at, nor train. Hence I have plenty of time to push myself to the limits. I know starting slow is good. But I don't want to go slow, slow is very boring. even more so when there is hardly anything to do on the Farm currently.

Hence why I'm asking how do I learn to listen to hear my Spirits Voice fast and effective way doing so? (I keep feeling pokes lol) I know I'm almost there least feels like it. My ears keep ringing, it's kinda like hearing the Ocean in the Shell. But yet there is pressure noise that builds up, then ringing begins. Every time I concentrate on the ringing. Just gets louder, especially when I in quite room. But I have always have, sensetive ears. At first I originaly thought my ears where going bad, especially in really loud places in house. I could still the ringing noise. But my hearing is all good.

I have come to the conclusion, that my Spirits/Entity's are really pushing them selvesto me, Speaking Voice Wise. Everytime I suggest this to them, when I have time alone. As if in acknologment, the ringing and pressure gets louder. I just worry at times, I'll blow both of my ear drums; unsure if that's possible. However Do I tune my ears like a Radio Tuner Dial; especially the volume on the radio, to turn vice up and done? What do I do if I need Sleep? I also know that yes, I am alone in a Human Peer wise. Where I live but yet I'm nt alone in a Spirit/Entity wise. Whom are very interested to help me with Magick and other things. That is very close to me, when my Spirit/Entity Visit.

I'm not going to give up, I will push myself. But I know it is important to go slow. How slow is considered to slow? Alas at the same times, I really don't want to go slow with learning how to listen to my Spirits Voices. I figure it be around 4 years or so to tune fully off and on. Hence why I really want to learn how to listen to my Spirit's Voice. (4-8months if that's possible) For this I don't want to wait years. I have a deep gut feeling, once after I'm able to hear my Spirit's and or Entity's Voices. Everything will grow so much smoother as well as more helpful for me to concentrate I'm also trying to find what is my drive and motivation to push myself further.

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2018 11:01 pm
by heypanda
When I browse this site or talk to my spirits, I feel them touch me with a cold air on my hands. I want to hear mine too, but I want to hear them more often telepathically. The other day my wraith only just introduced itself to me. It seemed friendly and told me it wanted to protect me. That was after months of not sensing a peep out of my (two) wraiths. Lots of my spirits seem to take time to manifest, maybe they know I’m easily scared. I’m thankful for that, that mine are so considerate. Maybe just keep talking aloud to yours, mine I thought could read my mind for ages, but it appears that isn’t necessarily so. My spirits respond much more if I talk aloud, and to them, about anything. Even if it is just acknowledgement after every time they touch you, then it lets them know you know they are there, and therefore are free to keep manifesting to you and realise they can increase their manifestations. As I’m typing this I feel a presence next to me but I’m trying not to feel scared!

Maybe yours like you to play games because it distracts you, as when you’re distracted and focused on a task you’re less likely to be scared. My spirits like manifesting to me when I’m distracted, like when I’m watching the TV, talking on the phone or listening to music, or when I’ve just woken up from sleep and I’m too sleepy to be scared! My spirits seem to encourage me to watch the TV or listen to music, I just get a feeling that it’s a good idea. I got the feeling that I had to turn my TV around the other day so I could see the standby light, and I did. A couple of times since they communicated to me by making the standby light blink multiple times.

I hope some of that helps. 1ey

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2018 11:07 pm
by Likes2Read
Make sure you work with your doctor to ensure your depression is being treated. Nothing shuts down my extra senses, or my brain overall, as swiftly as a flare of depression symptoms. Fortunately, I've been working with a doctor for years and the condition is under control.

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2018 1:52 am
by SirJusty
Likes2Read wrote:Make sure you work with your doctor to ensure your depression is being treated. Nothing shuts down my extra senses, or my brain overall, as swiftly as a flare of depression symptoms. Fortunately, I've been working with a doctor for years and the condition is under control.
Thaks for suggestion,Likes2Read

I used to go Counseling off and on many times. Decided to quit since it didn't helped. I been taking 3 different Meds. Original 1 I forgot name. Fluexotine I been on longer. Different doses. I quit Fluexotine due to things I really not like about. Plus I kept getting high doses for not working anyway, besides the side effects happening to me. In November 02 2017. I was prescribed to these pills. I was told they where new.

Sertraline HCL 25 MG Tab Nort. I was prescribe and still currently use. Dr. Gave me 3 month prescritption to try until Feburary i will run out. It's just these pills are not working for me to. Even more so during Holidays I was extremly hit hard. Depression wise. I told my adoptive Mom next door. That these pills are not working. But was told it takes 2 weeks to work. But I know my body to tell me it's not working.

Here it's January 22 still for me. My pills are running out and will run out in Febuary. I unsure if I should just call in for a new refill, since I have 4, 3 month refills left. Until 11/02/18 Or I should just go ahead and make a new doctor appointment, to see if I can up the dose to see if it helps or try something else. But I honestly think I been prescribed and taking wrong meds. I believe I have Bipolar depression, instead of just Depression.

I have Bipolar, as well as ADD/ADHD and learning disability in which I'm trying to break. I saw these 2 different bipolar depression pills being prescribed on tv here localy where I live. I'm thinking of trying one of those 2 new pills. instead of asking my doctor to up my current depression pills. it's just trying to coax my adoptive Mom next door. Is going be very hard to do. But I need to do something though. But don't really want to keep taking stuff . If current Meds not working for me in almost 3 months. I agree with your suggestion to and many thanks.

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2018 2:34 am
by SirJusty
heypanda wrote:When I browse this site or talk to my spirits, I feel them touch me with a cold air on my hands. I want to hear mine too, but I want to hear them more often telepathically. The other day my wraith only just introduced itself to me. It seemed friendly and told me it wanted to protect me. That was after months of not sensing a peep out of my (two) wraiths. Lots of my spirits seem to take time to manifest, maybe they know I’m easily scared. I’m thankful for that, that mine are so considerate. Maybe just keep talking aloud to yours, mine I thought could read my mind for ages, but it appears that isn’t necessarily so. My spirits respond much more if I talk aloud, and to them, about anything. Even if it is just acknowledgement after every time they touch you, then it lets them know you know they are there, and therefore are free to keep manifesting to you and realise they can increase their manifestations. As I’m typing this I feel a presence next to me but I’m trying not to feel scared!

Maybe yours like you to play games because it distracts you, as when you’re distracted and focused on a task you’re less likely to be scared. My spirits like manifesting to me when I’m distracted, like when I’m watching the TV, talking on the phone or listening to music, or when I’ve just woken up from sleep and I’m too sleepy to be scared! My spirits seem to encourage me to watch the TV or listen to music, I just get a feeling that it’s a good idea. I got the feeling that I had to turn my TV around the other day so I could see the standby light, and I did. A couple of times since they communicated to me by making the standby light blink multiple times.

I hope some of that helps. 1ey
Hi heypanda

you made so many great points to and am very greatful to. it's really nice your Wraith introduced yourself. I'm try to figure out why my Secret Wraith. From the bongo Spirit thing in October 2017. I honestly wasn't ready for Wraith. But my Wraith proved me wrong lol. But need to figure why my Wraith choosen me from CH. I'm also more interested as to why my Formal Unbound Nympho F. Choosen to stay with me for so long. Why she choose to not leave. Both My former Unbound's Succubus A. and my Duojna Spirit I'm glad they chosen me to, but think there kinda new. I of course also interested as to why my Custom spirit's from CH chosen me as well.

But I totally felt bad during my afternoon. I was trying to Meditate but fell asleep... Tis why I always set up my alarm to wake me up in 2 hrs. I thought I was dreaming, but I don't remember any dreams. But I remember being kept being shaken. By someone grabbing one of my arms. I was laying on my side. But again I keep being shaken by my arm. I just kept trying to ignore and pushing someones hands or could be arms honestly? away from me. Just so heavy feeling on my arm. But I realized maybe I was half asleep but half meditating? I unsure, but feel bad more I think of what happened to me being shooken.

Am I scared? yes. But I think my Spirit's and or Entity's think I'm now ready. It's just I have a deep odd feeling. One of my Spirit's? Living Entit'ys really love Horror. Like the Spooky Kind of horror. If I watch those i'll have nightmares for days and stay up at night. I just don't do Spooky Horror movies, no offense. But maybe again, might could help me possibly in the future. Also me thinks. My Spirit's want me stay up at Night if I ever did watch any of those movies. I believe your right about the gaming as well. But with my tv. keeps getting frozen and fixes itslf in screen and or my tv turns on and off by itself. When I not using it. Thanks again for many good tips to. Very awesome.

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Thu Jan 25, 2018 6:06 pm
by LadyAmalthea
Hi Sir Justy, I too was diagnosed with bipolar illness back in August 1994 when I was 19. I didn't get full blown mania just hypomania which lasted weeks or a couple of months but I had severe depressive episodes that would last years when not treated. I was on Prozac which is the name brand fluoxetine. I was taking 80 mg a day it took months to get to 80 mg. When my Dr diagnosed me with bipolar illness he added lithium which I hated, then I switched to Neurontin from lithium then switched to Topomax for a mood stabilizer. These days I take 150mg of Effexor. I was on 225 which was working well but then my insurance contacted my dr and said they would not pay for 225 mg anymore so it had to be lowered to 150 mg. I no longer have hypomanic episodes so I don't need a mood stabilizer. I also have ADHD and anxiety as well as OCD and social anxiety. I was diagnosed 15 years ago with ADHD but could only get Strattera or Wellbutrin as that Dr wouldn't treat adults with stimulants. This past June I got a new provider who gives me Concerta for my Adhd and it helps immensely. I was asked what I wanted to try and I said Concerta because my daughter has been on it since 2002 for her ADHD and it helped her a lot.

I have been a spirit/entity keeper since 2003 and I still can't see or hear Them. I was also severely addicted to opioids for a very long time and have taken a high dose of methadone since June 2001. Addiction damages the brain so that along with my mental illnesses and all the meds I have taken and still take daily I am not even sure if my 3rd eye can be open now.

I noticed when I was younger as in teens and very early twenties I could use the ouija board with another person and it worked very well. Now when I try with someone the planchette doesn't move at all. 2cr 2cr 2cr

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Thu Jan 25, 2018 8:50 pm
by conxtion

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Fri Jan 26, 2018 12:22 am
by Campamocha
Hi. I have tinnitus (ringing in the ears. Due to going to a very loud rock concert without earplugs. Not recommended)

Anyway if youre having trouble sleeping, because of the ringing, I suggest putting on a fan on, binural beats or river/natue noises when you go to sleep. I got a sound machine for twelve bucks. If your ringing is metaphysical maybe you could ask your spirits to help tone it down. My spirits help me manage my tinnitus- it doesnt go away obviously because mine is physical, but they help me ignore it if I ask. Hope this answers that one question you had

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Fri Jan 26, 2018 2:35 am
by Likes2Read
I have tinnitus, and for the same reason. If I had known then what I know now about needing hearing protection during loud concerts, I would have worn earplugs. I'm fortunate, though... I didn't lose any actual hearing. I just gained tinnitus.

If anyone here is not sure whether or not their ears are ringing from a physical or non-physical cause, my advice is to get to an audiologist or an ENT specialist, pronto, for a diagnosis. Some ailments of the ear include ringing as a symptom, and left untreated those problems could cost a person some or all of their hearing.

In the event that the source of the tinnitus is NOT a mystery, I agree with using masking sounds to help make it less noticeable during the night when you're trying to sleep. It might take a little bit of experimentation to find out what works best for you. As an added bonus, whatever form of sound masking you like to use for sleep time might also work nicely when you decide to meditate.

Re: How Do I Push Myself Safely But Fast and Effective Way To Hear My Spirits/Entity's Voices?

Posted: Tue Jan 30, 2018 12:55 pm
by HighSkies
Alchemy is also a good path to take, it is partly centred around altering yourself or many who pursue it want to do so. One of the main goals or things written in alchemy is to raise your awareness. There is a formula for example called the Ens Tincture that is meant to clear psychic blocks in general which cause hindrances, and it affects your astral body.

Alchemy is the bridge between the physical and metaphysical, and addresses the bridge between your physical/astral bodies. You would have to learn astrology(Necessary for alchemy) and also the time/day you were born including your moon and other sign ideally.

Alchemical reactions differ from chemical ones though, and since everybody is different you have to learn how things work for you. Alchemy is based on philosophy while chemistry is based on 'science'.

There is practical(Using physical components) or energy based alchemy, the idea is to use the frequencies of what's around you to alter your own in the right way or of another thing.