Fear when being in a state of mind? Meaning of this?
Posted: Wed Feb 28, 2018 5:54 pm
I had my mind in a state more open and accepting of uncertainty this night. While I walked in the dark I had a fear surface again, and was too frightened to walk into total darkness while in that state of mind in fear of being attacked. Since in my childhood I had an entity or two attack me in a semi-awake or semi-dream state a couple of times. Maybe.
Basically I had in my head during that moment the image of a horror ghost from the youtube thumbnail of an undead spirit/being in a green camera light. White eyes and mouth gaping open pitch black inside. Ran back to a lit area in response.
I had a feeling of fear from time to time when I might have had my mind in a certain state. That YouTube video I thought I wasn’t scared of but in this state of mind I actually am?
What could this all mean? I might have had this state of mind several times but felt fear when night came and things like that.
I also believe the best method to prevent an attack from an entity or limit it if it appears infront of your eyes is to cover/close them so you can’t see it. Thus it’s power over you or to hurt you is greatly reduced and you can try to think?
Basically I had in my head during that moment the image of a horror ghost from the youtube thumbnail of an undead spirit/being in a green camera light. White eyes and mouth gaping open pitch black inside. Ran back to a lit area in response.
I had a feeling of fear from time to time when I might have had my mind in a certain state. That YouTube video I thought I wasn’t scared of but in this state of mind I actually am?
What could this all mean? I might have had this state of mind several times but felt fear when night came and things like that.
I also believe the best method to prevent an attack from an entity or limit it if it appears infront of your eyes is to cover/close them so you can’t see it. Thus it’s power over you or to hurt you is greatly reduced and you can try to think?