Hopeless

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Hopeless

Postby PsychedelicxElf » Sat May 12, 2018 3:32 am

I just don't know anymore, it's about to be a full year that I brought in two spirit friends & ive not gotten anything from them.... I love to believe that all this stuff is real & magic but now I just feel that everyone's laughing at me for falling for some sort of trick. This whole year I've kept myself mentally strong thinking my new spirits friends were there to support me but now it's driving me insane I feel like it's all just been in my head or to fool me to think that somethings there listening to me when I'm crying in need of support. Or maybe they are there just to laugh at me when I go through these breakdowns or maybe I'm just too stupid & ugly for them to even want to talk to me.... I've lately have had the feeling of just being really lonely now & thinking of throwing in the towel on this stuff



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Re: Hopeless

Postby darkwing dook » Sat May 12, 2018 3:56 am

Mmmh, can you elaborate what kind of exercises etc you've tried to bond, connect, and communicate with your companions?
And who is the conjurer, have you contacted them about this?


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Re: Hopeless

Postby PsychedelicxElf » Sat May 12, 2018 4:07 am

I got them here in creepy hollows. Ever since they got here every Friday I would read about 3 poems to my vampire & the same for my succubus on Saturdays. I've tried constant meditation & I just tried that one vampire communication board & still nothing



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Re: Hopeless

Postby featheredstar » Sat May 12, 2018 6:35 am

Sometimes it might take years for your senses to open up to the metaphysical. It could take years for practice and exercise to experience something. Don't let other experiences bring you down, keep working at it!

Your spirits wouldn't laugh at you. They hear you, they're with you every step of the way encouraging you to keep going, because you're going to get there. They chose you for a reason, and will always be patient with you no matter what you're doing :)

I suggest to keep meditating. Maybe work on your chakras, as I am finding (and reading on here lol) a lot of the time, balancing your chakras helps immensely. Keep bonding with them, and keep exercising to help get your senses up. Again, these are just suggestions that I've seen others suggest too ^^
Something you could do, is if you're meditating, ask them to sit across from you and try to see if you can hone in on their energy or feel anything different. Even if you don't feel anything, keep doing it, and eventually you'll get there. The key is time, patience, and practice with all of this.


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Re: Hopeless

Postby darkwing dook » Sat May 12, 2018 7:39 am

The chakra working mentioned by featheredstar is a good suggestion : )

And have you tried these exercises?:
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topic54144.html
topic58632.html
topic52671.html


"Knowing a trifle about everything gives life more color." - Zhuge Liang
"Always and never are two words you should always remember never to use." - Wendell Johnson

"Born to party but forced to work."
"Alcohol doesn't solve your problems but neither does milk."
"I'm not as think as you drunk I am."
"I swear to drunk I am not God!"

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Re: Hopeless

Postby PsychedelicxElf » Sat May 12, 2018 11:30 am

Okay ill try these out. Thank you :)




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