I chose to want a relationship with a Succubus spirit and reached out for help from a witch that would bless an item and return it to me containing the spirit. In the beginning, I was giddy with excitement. When the ring finally arrived, I was beside myself. Mind you, I have no experience in this so the thought process of having someone else conjure her for me seemed like a good idea at the time. A day after receiving the ring, I completed a basic welcoming ceremony where I welcomed it into my home. I made a small alter for her placing a laser etched piece of wood with some lyrics to on of my favorite songs on it. I also included a candle, some gold and diamonds and a couple other items on it. I burn the candle every night for a few hours so she knows that she is welcome here.
In the first few days, I could unmistakably feel her presence. I would talk openly to her and would get goosebumps and a warm feeling over my body. The ring, unfortunately doesn't fit my wedding finger so initially I put it on a piece of leather and wore it as a necklace. I would wake up in the middle of the night and the ring would somehow have hopped off the leather and would be found laying under me by my pillow. Every time that would happen, I would giggle. Just thinking about it now makes me smile and giggle to myself.
As days would pass, I would feel her presence less and less. I don't see her in my dreams (not that I remember many of them anyways) but I don't feel her touching me or give me goosebumps. I talk openly with her multiple times a day in hopes that she can hear me or feel my energy.
My intention was that she was to be my forever relationship. I wanted her to be my companion, my teacher, my protector and my lover. My intentions have been very clear on that.
I guess what I want guidance on is that is she able to hear me talk to her? Can she read my thoughts? If she is / was unhappy with me could she have left? How do I find out what she wants from me and how do I keep her happy assuming that she is still here.
Being that this is my first post, I welcome anyone that wants to take me under their wing and teach me. I am a quick study.
Thank you for your time.
Very respectfully,
Fyr
