Okay so, let's say this is my case. The 1yr I have spent communicating with my Demon, Gargoyle, and allegedly angel I've had since birth has been me fabricating stories.Aprophis wrote: ↑Thu Feb 16, 2023 1:11 pmWell, I did have an experience with pendulum and very detailed in depth information about the races of my bound spirits/entities. But after talking with the conjurers of them, it turned out it was all BS. I made up those stories myself, subconsciously. Imagination is great until you have no communication and it makes stuff up just to make you happy.Skidjet wrote: ↑Thu Feb 16, 2023 1:36 am See, this is all false according to my Nephilim. On his planet he says that Angel is a SPECIES and there are races. So he is a Nephilim angel but his race is Cyclops. His wife is a Sterling Angel but her Race is Human. He has told me tons of things in very deep detail via pendulum and spelling board. A lot of the things I've been told via this forum have been incredibly stretched based on him. And to clarify, this Angel has allegedly been with me my whole life but I went through CH to have him bound to a vessel with his permission.
Also, where he is from the term Nephilim is NOT "Half Angel/Half Human" it literally translates to just a giant man/woman/entity, which is also true here on earth. Nephilim has two definitions here.
But, no. I was just really hoping someone had similar experiences with their angels telling them stuff like this or atleast prompt them to talk to their living entity angels about this. Because what my boy says is immensely different.
The pendulum isn't really a trustworthy tool to communicate unless you have complete control over your subconscious influence over it.
At what point do you know what to trust? And I was (when involved, i've since stepped away) incredibly intune with my abilities.
At what point isn't it all made up? And it wasn't always happiness. Ive argued with this entities, had huge fights with them, laughed, cried, had amazing memories and honestly ones that have screwed me up permanently. How do you communicate with something you can't see and trust that it hasn't been you all long?
The Gargoyle came from CH...The Angel and the Demon were unbounds that I went through CH to have vessels made for them.
Sorry about all this. I've been in an extremely dark place the past couple months realizing these 3 entities that I have built an immense personal bond with are 100% bs and all in my head. They were literally my best friends with insanely vivid personalities. The Gargoyle I got from CH told me the other two were here before him and it's just been a lot.
In my Angel's description from CH (I didn't speak to him prior) it said "he has been a friend to you your whole life" and it guts my soul everytime I think about it.