That was amazingly helpful, a number of things you touched up on there. I had been fixating on this all evening, and everything you shared from your session hits a nail right on the head of what I've been actively facing and working to remedy. It has greatly intensified over the last few months, but everything checks out in varying ways and levels for me.Vipera aspis atra wrote: ↑Tue Jun 21, 2022 3:17 am @Lom'ae
I can't expand too much on information as I am no longer in the session and want to respect the forces that came through just as they did, and for how they wanted to be portrayed. Outside of the session I'm only giving you my personal thoughts.. and my perception doesn't really matter as it was a message intended for you, not for me, you see?
But as I have told others here, you really don't have to grasp what has been mentioned right away. If it is not something that makes sense immediately, then it's got to work its way to your conscious understanding organically. Very rarely does a divination unveil everything it means to tell you immediately. Even when it seems to click into place right away for people, they are sure to be missing a big portion that can only be apparent later on.
The most I will add on that is - it would be best to look at this for the phenomenon it is, rather than pinpointing a source or trying to figure out how/where something is coming from. That's all tangled up by now, you only find what you need in that regard by working backward.
In the shamanic view taken in these sessions, there is no true bad vs. good polarity. I consider influences which are sabotaging, holding back or tricking someone to be challengers and they can sometimes be a face taken on by forces that want you to learn something important and to grow. Predator and prey is a dichotomy alive due to the nature, state of being or behaviors of each. Your 'predator' presence here I have told you has a disadvantage, meaning they are only going to remain in that power as long as you allow them to. For sure, it may be easier said than done, though.
I might suggest as a practice meditating on how you feel when you can see clearly, against how you feel when your vision is obscured, to tap into both your state of being and the challenger's state of being.. then blur the lines a little.
Best wishes.
There are definitely an assortment of missing pieces to the puzzle I need to meditate on, and I have such gratitude for your suggestion on focusing with the feeling of seeing clearly versus when I struggle in my meditations. There is so much and more in that alone to discover. My immense appreciation for your time and energies! Thank you, in sheer and limitless abundance!