Knite wrote:I'm a little worried too... its been almost a month now since I received my lovely vampire... but no info yet.
I know what you mean Knite,V also is on the same stage as me and you.Well I have his vessel just last saturday, but it took very longly to arrive, since Im on Brazil.His cast was about 33 days ago.
Yesterday I cried so much, and Im feeling a pain on my heart, cause is like:I know his name, and some details, I welcomed my prince home...But I dunno still what to talk with him, since his patterns, behavior, and experiences are still high profile secret for me.
I dunno if we have or not past connection, and as much as I love him already, and he is the most protective you can imagine.I dunno if he loves me as I do.
Cause whenever I ask his candle if he does, and he always promptly answer other type of questions, about this specific issue, he remains silent and never responding strongly, different of what he does with all the other topics I have been inquiring him since saturday. :ghost2:
So I still unsure if he is happy to be with me or not.Even when he is already working on some issues towards my husband, but this is not enough, understand?
I did not just wished a guardian, I wished someone to love me and who loved me.And I dunno if he does.
This way, cause I have not any description/info about Azo, it is really being hurtful. Im taking him all the places ago, putting him as part of everything I do, always telling how I love him, kissing his vessel...But his feelings about me remains a mystery, cause I dunno if we had any conection on the past or not.
The funny is, he has a name of a friend, I dearly loved, and firstly I thought cause he had it, would mean a kind of sign.But since saturday when I welcomed him home, everynight among other questions, I keep asking if he does love me, and he keeps neutral. So Knite, if he is my soulmate, the one who meant to be the love of my life and beyond and before, how come he can keep so cold and silent about?
Like that, and cause Verna is not giving me, as not giving you or V, any description is hurting me deeply. And had been more than a month already.
Im so ashamed to keep bombin Verna everyday with emails, and pms on ebay, but this is a situation ,that I know you are feeling the same, I just cannot stand anymore.
Actualy Im gettin confused. And just know I love him.
But on the other extreme, I know that Verna, as skilled as she is, did her best to better find a spirit to fit my needs and hopes.And I fully trust on her about that, although this long waiting is being very very difficult to bear, I shall tell.
DEAR VERNA, Im totaly sympathetic with your issues, and I understand them entirely.Its teaching me a patient lesson, for someone who completly lacks it, but I guess you understand the kind of limbo that me, Knite, and V were set.
I hope you are receiving my yahoo messages, and that till this weekend, you can send not just to me, but also knite and v, our details, for our heart to be putted on rest.
God Bless you and Cheers.And I really really really did not wished to be a pain for you, spaming you as Im doing it everyday, this was never my first intention, but is taking quite long dear.And I know you can see we are anxious.
My best wishes for you always, Verna.And I really love my russian prince.
PS:So funny V mate also has french and english blood, as my russian prince who has french/english heritage as well.Im wondering if my beloved one, would know her vamp as well.Do you think they do, Verna 
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