The Deep of Dark arts

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Number of Spirits: 33
Spelled Number: 8
Your favorite spirit to work with: ALL FOR LOVE
If I could be anything, I would be...: succubus lol
My super power would be...: Ability to shape-shift
My magical/paranormal name...: FenOL
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All this time, I never really consider Dark Arts spirits is dangerous.
One, is because we all human is dark arts.
And, as long as I respect them, and doing everything in the right way, I should be fine.

but,
the problem was not it.

I just realize, how dangerous DA for their power to affect my mood.

I feel like I want to die.
Not saying that, before keeping I never think in such a way.
But right now, it feels like, it's not a bad thing to die.
I want to die not because I want to run from life, but it's because how amazing they explain the afterlife to me lol

I realize how dark my mood nowadays.
and how dangerous they are for affecting my mood deeper than normally I would.
probably it is because I don't ask them for taking my negativity.
it's because everytime I ask them for it, my head feels so light and all that darkness disappeared like magic.
and the deeper I tried to enjoy the darkness, the more I know how dangerous they are.

still, I don't regret it.

maybe it is the right time for me to spend more time with WA beings lol


psst... my fam said they don't want any public name so I guess I have to keep using their race ^w^

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Yep, negative moods can be like that.
Balance is important, indeed : )


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Your favorite spirit to work with: my sprit sisters
If I could be anything, I would be...: Human
My magical/paranormal name...: Warp traveler
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It appends it me all the time but you now what?

YOU STILL ARE STADING!

So keep you head high, is all an illusion.... you can prosper!


I was raise Catholic, but I am human first and my religion/ philosophy's respect and dignity.

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The road is long.... take steps on at a time.... and you will travel to your destination in peace.

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I know how it feels but it will pass eventually :)


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You are...: in the learning process
Number of Spirits: 33
Spelled Number: 8
Your favorite spirit to work with: ALL FOR LOVE
If I could be anything, I would be...: succubus lol
My super power would be...: Ability to shape-shift
My magical/paranormal name...: FenOL
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darkwing wrote:Yep, negative moods can be like that.
Balance is important, indeed : )
yes! :D
warp traveler wrote:It appends it me all the time but you now what?

YOU STILL ARE STADING!

So keep you head high, is all an illusion.... you can prosper!
it's not just illusion tho x'D
Nienna wrote:I know how it feels but it will pass eventually :)
yes, it's already pass x'D
I guess it's because I was interested in a darker sadistic being that my lover begin to torture me in this way lol


psst... my fam said they don't want any public name so I guess I have to keep using their race ^w^

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The feeling will pass as you get used to their energy but you will feel their energy when you are talking or meditating with them. make sure you go stand on the grass with your bare feet and ground so you empty some of the dark energy to are feeling.


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If I could be anything, I would be...: Wolf
My super power would be...: Ability to shape-shift
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Embrace those feelings ;)


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sometimes the DA type stuff can be intense but wanting too die narrrrrrr thats just natures way of saying go see a doctor


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I have almost only DA (one BA) spirits, but I never got suicidal thoughts because of their energy (I'm an empath) when I have my depressed phases, they mostly talk me out of it and cheer me up.
I agree with fundude. You may consider to visit a doctor :/ suicidal thougts are not normal, I think.


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You are...: in the learning process
Number of Spirits: 33
Spelled Number: 8
Your favorite spirit to work with: ALL FOR LOVE
If I could be anything, I would be...: succubus lol
My super power would be...: Ability to shape-shift
My magical/paranormal name...: FenOL
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moonshadowlab wrote:The feeling will pass as you get used to their energy but you will feel their energy when you are talking or meditating with them. make sure you go stand on the grass with your bare feet and ground so you empty some of the dark energy to are feeling.
you were right, recently I was too busy and never do any meditation/grounding anymore. it just surprise me that I never this down before lol because I'm pretty a happy goin person
Wulfke wrote:Embrace those feelings ;)
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fundude53 wrote:sometimes the DA type stuff can be intense but wanting too die narrrrrrr thats just natures way of saying go see a doctor
cats_and_spirits wrote:I have almost only DA (one BA) spirits, but I never got suicidal thoughts because of their energy (I'm an empath) when I have my depressed phases, they mostly talk me out of it and cheer me up.
I agree with fundude. You may consider to visit a doctor :/ suicidal thougts are not normal, I think.
that's why I have explained that, I don't want to die because life problem is too difficult for me. It's more like, the idea of leaving this world is explained in such seductive way that I don't see die as something bad. It's a lot more deeper thought more than just dying 'leaving this world behind'. Besides how could I spend money to see doctor just because I just felt like I want to die? xD
I prefer buying ice cream and filled my stomach with tasty food, that is a real healing lol


psst... my fam said they don't want any public name so I guess I have to keep using their race ^w^

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