doom_star898 wrote:I can see my room when I close my eyes, but its not as clear as a picture. And as far as I know I've never seen anyone like she says You can either. But its different for me, the way I connect, so idk.
Consider that I have decades of failure at this point, and only moments where something good happened. Lack of confidence is an issue. I don't expect anything to work, so when even minor hints of activity turn up it shocks me to the point of stopping them instantly. It is especially so with the more advanced skills like astral projection.