adelphia wrote:Ninja - I can't really reply to you because you are saying the same thing without responding to what I wrote. It appeared that you had not read it. But I do value your contribution regarding your experiences with Anubis and what you have written about it, very cool. I agree with a lot of what you said, but disagree with a lot also. You simply do not get the fact that Christians can categorize any number of beings a a demon and that does not make the being a demon, but that is your choice. I can qualify my own statements as someone who is successfully casting magick with Anubis, not just for myself, but for others who have experienced him through this magick as well. He answers to how I call him.
My psychic vision, claircognizance, and magick has all been verified publicly as I have been working as a practitioner and not only for myself. Of course no one has a 100% batting average but I have had many psychic and magick 'hits'. I am just stating my qualifications for the record.
I guess I should try to explain myself better then as I may not have said it right. I am sorry if I am not getting what you mean.
I already know Christians can Categorize anything as Demons. Like Incubi. However, I do not.
Demons are a type of Entity to me. Malicious spirits may or may not be Demons depending on if that is their Species.
I am not saying you are wrong or anything like that. I am saying Anubis is much bigger than what you and I class Him as, or anyone for that matter. He could be anything, including Gods and Goddesses that are Lighter as I have seen that side to Him a little. He can be both. I am having a hard time trying to explain what I mean. I still think of Him as only Anubis though.
You see links to other Gods and Entities that are similar. I understand. But I am not interested in delving into that. But I see it differently. Anubis has shown me How He can be, which is basically everything and anything. I know nothing about the links. But He knows about the links of course. He knew people would think that. Because of what I have learned, I have so many questions. What if He planted them there? What if He has different personas? what if He isn't the same being? But there still are links? Is it only those links you see clearly, which may be what He wanted to you see, and nothing else? Joy of Satan too. Anubis is a Fertility God to me too. What if He has links to other Fertility Gods and Goddesses? He has shown me that He can Help with Fertility and Sex too, and I see Him as such. And He doesn't mind. He shown that to me first before I knew about it. He has portrayed that side to me. Quite a bit. He is quite cheeky at times. What does that mean? He is different with me.
I just see it as a different Culture, a different Belief, Religion. And because of that, I am inclined to only view Him in the Egyptian sense. I like that better, I connect to Anubis, Not any other God or Entity. I like the whole feel of the Egyptian Pantheon. That is one reason why I feel He is different.
I just don't like mixing them, is all. And that is all He shows. That is why He isn't anything else to me, and why He doesn't show like that to me and He is fine with me thinking like that. I would love to know the truth though. But I feel He would say that it is something I wouldn't understand. I don't mind you thinking of Him as a Goetic Demon and/or more, but please don't try to change my view on Demons as I cannot see it any other way. They are WAY to much for me, I think they would actually hate me. I do not like them. I do not want to find out how they are either. I cannot and do not want to work with them, that is my choice.
Anubis can show you whatever you or He wants.
You feel His Energy is Dark? That is Anubis giving you the Feeling of His Energy being Dark. It is an Illusion that He can change at will.
You see Him as feeling similar to Jesus?
That is Anubis giving you that Feeling of being similar to Jesus. I know, I have had experiences that proves that when He shows to you, it is under His terms as to what He wants you to see, and He always keeps me guessing as to who and what He really is and is like.
That is why I can't see it your way. Because I see Him differently, and I feel at Home with Him just being Anubis, and He knows that.
He can easily Change to appear a Certain Way. Even His Energy. His Mannerisms, His Voice, His Appearance, His Lessons, His Personality, Everything. If He wants to show you He is Anubis, He will do it that way.
You can go your whole life without knowing how He really is. He has changed Himself a lot with me. And that is only Anubis He has been Portraying. He only calls Himself Anubis to me. I love Anubis and He does not mind in the slightest that I do not see Him as anyone else but Anubis. He understands everyone's point of view.
That is what I have learned.
That is why I just see Him as Anubis, nothing else. He hasn't shown to me as Part of the Goetia. He doesn't even tell me if He is. But He isn't with me. That is not just me wanting it, or to believe it, it is How he has Shown to me. He doesn't want me to think that as I do not want to, as such, He portrayed to me as just Anubis. That is what I meant.
I hope I have clarified more and explained myself and how I feel about Anubis, and my personal thought and feelings on it.
I apologize that I do not know about all the links and connections, or anything apart from the basic Anubis info and also what He has shown me.