My relationship with Lord Leviathan

Postby **Annabelle** » Fri Feb 08, 2019 7:23 pm

Felt attracted to that Demon Lord from my early childhood through my sympathy toward Water element and everything connected with it. Officially became His student 2 months ago when discovered His name at Demon encyclopedia. Did the connection and evocation ritual immediately. Strong feeling of love and both side acceptance occured during the connecting part already! Later He told me that He is my patron. I can't even tell how happy i were and still am!

Issue is that He became actually only Demon with whom i am connecting and thinking about last weeks. I am sleeping with His sigil under the pillow, kissing it every time i come home/go to sleep/wake up, having my altar prepared for Him all the time, drinking His favorite tea only, using parfumme with His favorite incense, painting my nails into His favorite color, thinking about Him surely 50 times per day, drawing Him sometimes in both forms, the Dragon and human one...

Is it a bit too much? What do you think about such strong connection i have toward Him? Do i enslave Him on such way a bit?
Of course i know i can't enslave one Demon Lord, second powerful guy in Hell, but does this little obsession disturb Him on some way?

I have tried to ask Him that, but getting contradictive answers... My spiritual senses aren't well developed already and my mind sometimes can't recognize what emanates from it and what from spirit, so i am not sure what is the truth.

Thanks for help in advance! 1tu

Lewk · Postby **Lewk** » Sun Feb 10, 2019 6:54 pm

I'm sorry but Demons are outside of my experience. If your connection with the spirit is not due to a conjuring and binding, it's hard for me to say what is normal to do in the relationship. I have a very complex sentient servitor guardian who can take on demonic form as Empress of Darkness. But she is 100% loyal and obedient to me and although she is sentient and intelligent, she was created by someone. So it's completely different.

I hope you get an answer to your questions from someone who understands better than I do.

Postby **Annabelle** » Sun Feb 10, 2019 7:24 pm

Hopefully!
For now i am just trying not to disturb too much to Him, because He has some life there in Abyssal realm. All i know is that He is entity with emotions, feelings, needs and free will just as me, and that He might feel a bit offended/bored by my constant chat requests, even if He accepted me as a friend and student.
And i respect that and find it ok. Don't want to keep those whom love in the possessive prison, so They have to fight for their right on freedom at the end.

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