
Issue is that He became actually only Demon with whom i am connecting and thinking about last weeks. I am sleeping with His sigil under the pillow, kissing it every time i come home/go to sleep/wake up, having my altar prepared for Him all the time, drinking His favorite tea only, using parfumme with His favorite incense, painting my nails into His favorite color, thinking about Him surely 50 times per day, drawing Him sometimes in both forms, the Dragon and human one...
Is it a bit too much? What do you think about such strong connection i have toward Him? Do i enslave Him on such way a bit?
Of course i know i can't enslave one Demon Lord, second powerful guy in Hell, but does this little obsession disturb Him on some way?
I have tried to ask Him that, but getting contradictive answers... My spiritual senses aren't well developed already and my mind sometimes can't recognize what emanates from it and what from spirit, so i am not sure what is the truth.
Thanks for help in advance!
