Lewk wrote:I only made it as far as Step IV before my determination broke - I've spent years plowing through some other systems with daily exercises that last a year or two and I'm resistant to take on more of that...although lately I have been toying with the idea of picking it up again and carrying on where I left off....
I absolutely would have iced out before Step IV.
All right. No AP on demand yet, but I am getting closer than before. This time around I am with a positive attitude and do not get upset or disappointed in things do not result in an OBE.
I now have an astral angel living entity in addition to the astral angel spirit and a CH made servitor that is supposed to aid in the AP.
I discovered something very IMPORTANT while trying. I realized that I need to be quite rested in order to focus and be able to follow through the steps. So it has to be a daytime nap-time attempts. I am way too tired in the evenings or early mornings. Getting daytime naps is a luxury for me right now because I've got a family, two jobs and two small kids. So I need good planning and preparations for my AP practice.
A friend to: A human spirit, gold djinn, werewolf, three ancestors, deva., high elf, Egyptian sanguine vampire, Astral angel, Courtwind angel, sterling angel, Bronwyn angel, Enochian Angel Baradiel, Enochian Angel Galgalliel, Nephilim.
Protected by: Volkh, Einherjar, Fylgia, Draugr.
Immortals: Zeus, Aphrodite, Anubis, Nephtys.
Living astral entities: Astral Angel, Norse vampire elder, Falwer-niamstrum.