Alejandro,
Please, please try to find someone locally who is a medical professional, not a magic professional, who can help you through times of feeling suicidal. No one here is qualified to help someone who is going through suicidal feelings.
There are places within your city that can provide counseling and medical support for you. This is imperative, because even if you are dealing with a magical/supernatural issue, it doesn't mean it's not affecting your physical and mental state that can be supported by someone with professional, medical and/or mental health training.
On a supernatural front, of course we will do everything we can to help you and resolve this situation. We are doing a protective circle for you right now, and it's imperative that you keep your energies positive, your thoughts positive, and you look for the blessings that surround your life. We can help block entities from contact, but our limitations are to the supernatural, and anything else going on will need additional support from a medical side.
Please write to us at
support@creepyhollows.com to discuss more personal details. First & foremost, please contact a medical professional in your city right now.