In the dream in the midst of great despair and sorrow of loosing my mother I dreamt that I became a vampire and at that moment I felt a strong connection to the night and elemental energies around me that filled me with great physical and emotional strength I had not felt before, including the ability to fly. The deep sense of isolation that I felt was also transformed. I feel much isolation and the need to hide my grief so to avoid inflicting my sorrow on others. However, in the dream it was ok as it was this dark energy of sadness and grief that connected me to the night and other vampires and in that it was incredibly transforming ,giving me strength, acceptance, belonging and the ability to fly above my afflictions. My mother started physically dying the next day and the energy carried over from the dream helped me to be strong over the next few days as she passed away at home.
I believe the dream must of been from my Mannangal vampire as it was nothing I would of expected to experience. I had no prior experience or knowledge of vampires except from hollywood movies which i do not like. The reason i got him was mainly to help wiith physical strength, toning and building muscle. I am so glad i got him now for many reasons
