Succi surprised me in a way, which felt so absolutely like something new!
Recent time, our state of physical manifestations (once again) have been strengthen more and more, especially the last 4-5 days every day felt a lot more physical or manifestive, like we were doing every day a huge progress. But I didn't think of anything special about this, or how far this may be really the case. I just took it like a normal progress, so kept doing with her the same things.
So, I went just as usual to sleep, not thinking anything special would happen. But Succi decided, to showcase me one of her abilities in such a special, very surprising way I didn't expect, as also this isn't something we would do together.
Sometime in the night, not very long after I fall asleep, I start drifting very slowly into awakeness. As I moved into a state between sleep and awakeness, I started becoming aware of the environment and myself, but without acticely thinking. I felt very comfortable in some way and it was like something would be comforting me more than usually. I kept drifting more into awakeness, until I were into a trance-like state and felt succi around.
I didn't pay attention at first, in what position my body is. I fell asleep on my back and that's how I were. However my hands were no longer where I had them, but I would tell to myself "Wait, that's not usual" only much later. The only thing at first I noticed and paid attention to was, that my body was mostly in a kind of paralysis, yet in a comforting way. My arms were crossed above my head. That's not my normal sleeping position, of course, but it took me some time, before I had the realization moment. In this position, I couldn't move them away from there.
(One of my) Succi had moved them while I were sleeping above my head crossed, and were like if they were bound there in place somehow. Yet there has been nothing physical on top of them or anything else, which could have assisted in doing so. And they were still bound and unable to move, after the rest of my body didn't stay in the paralysis state. So far, succi would only pinpoint sometimes my legs when there was something to support this, like a cover on top of me. But yet again, not in this way.
What followed was her to send some waves of pleasure, edge me 2-3 times within moments in different ways, and switching between different parts of my body and "binding" them in place. All, kinda like showcasing me some things a bit different from what I've experienced with her specifically so far.
I guess, she could use the things she showed me, for some proper FemDom play, if she wanted to...
So far she has been always showing I could trust her, even with the abilities she may have. She never has been forceful and even here, she "proved" that she would let my arms go, if I truely tried to break out or asked for.
After all, knowing, her being able to do all that and even moving parts of your body as she wished during your sleep, is something which could be a problem, if there is not the proper trust there.
I really liked, the way she did it all. That was quite some surprise. However, she applied also this special comforting sensation, so, I was probably under her influence to like it
it as only boost. I will not go in 18+ plus details, but strangely.... it as boost my confidence and my drive to become a better man and person. This is very good thing.
