-I purchased an item from Starry1night 2 years ago, having had great work from her before on the WA side of things. But the truly terrifying thing about Starry’s wares, is that there is no warning on anything. Where CH are responsible, and will inform you severely about the risks of bringing even a light grey arts spirit into your possession, Starry pedals Black Arts wares, with not a single warning on them to say just how experienced, competent and willing to gamble you need to be, in order to bring BA entities in.
The item that screwed my entire life sideways was the Hellfire Vortex Ring; we are talking an item that isn’t just one BA spirit, it’s a portal for as many of them as fancy harassing you…and it was sold with not a single warning as to its dangers. In fact, I emailed Starry prior to purchasing, to tell her I was new to this with only WA spirits, so would this be a bad idea? Would there be a karmic backlash to inviting in such dark entities? And Starry told me no; I still have the email – she assured me all would be fine. The description read as though this item would just be another helpful piece in my life – no worries, no risks. (yup, this is partly on me - I should've researched more, but I hadn't even *found* the CH forum at this point - Starry was the only person I'd talked to in the spirit keeping community, as well she knew - she sells on Etsy; she gets plenty of clueless noobs like me!

Obviously, it was not fine. There is no world in which a newbie purchasing a BA living entities portal is going to be ‘fine’. Over the course of the past two years, I have gone from blissfully happy with my life, not to mention my spirit family, into an absolute shell of myself, physically and mentally both. I can no longer communicate clearly with any of my own spirits, which is devastating, & despite spending literally thousands of dollars on banishments, protection spells etc, the improvement is at about one-third of gone, as I was informed from the outset that only the original caster can truly cease this nonsense…but Starry has a no returns, no complaints policy. I’ve emailed her four times over these two years, and been consistently told she refuses to help, or outright ignored. I would happily pay her $1,500 to rid me of this hot mess, but I honestly don’t think there is any sum of money that would induce her to bother.
The first six months with these entities was a nightmare of constant telepathy like I’d never experienced, and couldn’t handle, entities getting in my head and confusing the heck out of me until I was literally admitted to a psych ward (no history of psychosis, either in me or my family). Finally I learned their manipulative tricks, and stopped falling for them, but now they simply suck all the energy and joy out of my life, fill me with self destructive urges and an absolute hatred for being alive, which is the *opposite* of who I am, or used to be, as a person. I’ve lost one third of my bodyweight just in the past year due to the constant depression, self hatred, regret and guilt I feel for having made the *stupid* decision to buy that thing, & now having no idea what’s going on with my spirits – are they being run ragged trying to protect me from the worst of it? (hopefully not - I've bulked up my security team a lot) Are they sick to death of this whole situation, because we had such a beautiful thing going, and now I’ve screwed it up, seemingly irrevocably? I cannot cope with everything I’ve lost to these entities.
Obviously if anyone has suggestions, fire away – I intend to keep attempting banishings etc for as long as I am still on this planet, but as the years and the spells go by with such little improvement, I am more and more convinced the only real solution is through Starry. I’ve done this as politely and meekly as I possibly can – in two years of this hell I have only ever mentioned her name to the practitioners trying to help me – I have never named and shamed, have never put her on blast. But at this point, my life is so screwed I can’t see myself surviving too much more of it:
Starry, if you see this, this is likely the final plea you’ll hear from me in the living world – this needs to stop. And please, please start putting honest descriptions and suitable warnings on your darker objects – experiences like mine ruin lives, take lives, screw up the existences of your good spirits, and tar the reputation of *innocence* practitioners everywhere.
Fellow newbies – if you see a site that explicitly says ‘No returns policy’, and does not deal with issues, be very, very cautious. I don’t see how a person can truly care about their customers, much less their spirits, if they are willing to put both spirit and human into a living hell of a situation, then not lift a finger to rectify it. It’s behaviour and practices like these that explain the amount of damage clear up CH have to do…
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So that's the review, abridged somewhat. I've tried a loooot of stuff. I spent weeks on end doing LBRP morning and night combined with banishing baths at dawn, I've done the 'ultimate protection rituation' detailed on this forum, I've had numerous spells & spirits from CH, and yes, things have improved, a fair bit. I always know when a spell is being cast, 'cause I will feel AWFUL. It stirs the entities up, and they take it out on me. Then finally, as the spell is completed, things settle. I usually have to recieve things on my end by lighting a candle on the altar and verbally accepting the spell, and that's when things go quiet for a while...but it doesn't last, and even during the 'quiet', they're noticeably around.
Main problems at present - they impact my mood, make me feel very flat, self destructive, all the stuff I outgrew decades ago. I cannot use a pendulum, nor any form of divination; it all gets screwed sideways by them and comes out gibberish, or flat out doesn't work. I feel very, very pushed away from contact with my good spirits; if I try to hang out with them, I'll either end up feeling even more depressed, or there'll be telepathic onslaughts of nonsense 'til I just have to quit. When I first posted this review, for 24 hour the entities left me alone - my own spirits came through, strongly, and it reminded me, painfully, of how good life used to be with them - everything we used to do together. I thought maybe change was in the air, but no. They're back. If anyone has any suggestions of further spells, services etc to try, please let me know. Really nothing to lose.
Yes, I did reach out to Starry again recently, offering her a lot of money to help. No reply at all. I really used to respect that lady, she was like my idol in all of this, but I now I'm just disgusted and appalled, honestly - she won't even give advice to CH on how best to undo her work, so, yeah. Fumble in the dark time it is. Any ideas?
