Sorry for the delay in responding.Vipera aspis atra wrote: ↑Tue Oct 11, 2022 4:41 am @stormdancer
There's an unwanted/intrusive energy only in that it's something or someone you've moved on from, and have set strict boundaries with, having the audacity to attempt to re-enter the picture now. I see that you won't have/wouldn't have this if it is up to you.
The message is not to be pressured into going back to a scenario you've walked away from - especially if you're still waiting for something better to appear or come to fruition.. you could be tempted to give up and go with what is easier or familiar ground (that thing trying to drag you back). Don't do that! I don't think you will, but I still have to tell you what I see.
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Thank you for this. It put what happened to me over the weekend in a whole new light.
I thought a couple of my bills were due after my next paycheck- but they are actually due the day before. I almost didn't go out because of it. I've denied myself fun and wonderful experiences because money was extremely tight, to the point where I didn't even want to waste the gas just driving to a friend's house.
Does this mean that I am going to spend a week at a 5 star resort in some exotic location? No. Will I go if a friend invites me over for takeout and Netflix? Yes. Daytrip into the city? Depends on the paycheck.
The trick is to find balance and not deny myself experiences.