My first gut feeling reading this was to practice mediation and free writing. The movements with the arm. Your saying it's intelligently doing certain movements but do you feel or even resonate it may be words or letters?HonkPills wrote: ↑Thu Jul 13, 2023 6:35 pm I'm very much so not an experienced keeper at all, even after all this time I cannot feel or really communicate with my friends, but one thing I want to eventually work up to, once I get past those barriers, is hosting or body possession. My spirits know this, and some servitors were built with this in mind. Most of my spirit friends are servitors, but I also have a large group of dragons.
Even though I can't hear them back, I try to communicate by holding the main vessel and just thinking. This time, In the morning, I was a bit sad about my lack of progress and some other things in my life, and vented to my spirits a bit. I then took a nap.
When I woke up, my arm was seemingly moving on its own. It did some elaborate movement for about 3 seconds, then just stopped. I was flabbergasted and asked if it could be one of my spirits. I didn't really believe that it was me on my own, because I tried to replicate it with the same hand, but it was no where near as flawless as it was.
To test further, I communicated with them again, and told them, once I wake up again, to make a certain gesture with my hand, so I know which spirit exactly is doing this. I set different gestures for each spirit to know who it would be.
And then I slept, and woke up again. This time, my whole upper body shifted, and my hand made a gesture of one particular servitor. Once again it was only about 3 seconds before ending.
Excited, I tried one more experiment, this time asking the spirit to please control my voice, perhaps saying their name as I wake. However, this experiment produced no results. I'm chalking that one up to probably being a bit more difficult than just moving a limb.
So... what's happening here exactly? Would this be classified as some sort of possession? I'm really excited and I want to work with this further, but i'm not exactly sure why it happens for only for a short duration, or only directly after I wake up. I know that I was fully awake, so I don't think that it could be something like a hypnagogic state. I want to first begin by lengthening the duration, but have no idea where to begin.
Has anyone experienced anything like this?
If I'm way off I understand. But please try to stay protected same time it's important you keep that positive attitude and embrace it. Balance.
There is a spell binding that may help you called be the best host. I have it binded to me. Where my spirits can enter me. I'm fully aware and feel them as they feel me. I have not had strong interactions with it but I have. Have been small. My electronics messing up is going crazy
