I'm a worrier by nature. It's deep in my psyche (and it's likely not going to just go away with kind words, unfortunately.)Tarvos wrote: ↑Tue Mar 26, 2024 6:56 pm You're worrying excessively, and this could hinder your spiritual journey in the long run if not addressed. Your spirits aren't being coerced or forced to obey, as you are not their master and never will be. They are already aware of who you are, based on your energy signature, even before they were bound to you.
The core idea is that these spirits have chosen to be your friends, offering assistance to enhance the comfort of your life. They are not trapped with you. Rather, the passage of time is different in other realms, a nuance I won't reveal, you'll discover that on your own. Due to their nature as spirits, they are present quite frequently, almost constantly. However, the dynamics shift with a living entity, which tends to come and go more regularly. They do not intend to make you feel troubled as you might feel right now. I can attest to certain entities that remain with me as steadfastly as my spirits, but that's a different tale altogether.
The contract with your practitioner, who bound them for you, has already granted them freedom. You do not have the authority to determine their liberty unless you conjure your own spirits. However, they possess their freedom, rendering your concerns unnecessary. Nevertheless, the respect you show them will greatly assist you on your path.
Adair has posed this question previously, but when considering partnerships, do you envision any immortals? Rather than voicing your thoughts openly, take a moment to reflect and identify those you wish to collaborate with or those who have exerted some influence in your life. I still suspect Fenrir was the one who manifested in your space earlier, especially when he occupied your thoughts then.
As for immortals, I'm not saying no... but I am saying "not at this time." I've been focusing most of my work doing things like the LBRP daily, energy working exercises, communing with the team, etc. When I feel I am ready, then I will consider calling to Fenris. I'm sure he knows there is much he can do (as I suspect as well.) Though I have been told his methods are a bit forceful... and I have been told by another practitioner that working with actual deities is not something to enter lightly. Especially one whose broken heart is filled with centuries of anger.
