DoomAndGloom wrote: ↑Sun Apr 07, 2024 1:19 pm Hello, i need some help with the paranormal situation i am in, ill try to make this post as short.

I was/am haunted by something, i dont know if its a spirit or an entity, It all started around 2018, a lot of activity happened so i am gonna keep the important stuff.
When i was in bed i heard everyday knocks either on wood, glass(i sleep near a window), wall, when i almost went asleep it would startle me with a heavy knock, sometimes would even go as far as 3-4 knocks one after the other, i felt a presence around me like it was hanging around (it was a very little cold) be it behind me or the left of right side when i was sitting at my PC or when i was sleeping, after 1 or 2 years, it went strange, like it was floating above me and my third eye area become cold, and felt like it was doing something, I live with my mother, even in her room there were knockings on wood and stuff, it kinda did that a lot for many years, 2018-2022 werent geat years since i was a teen struggling with depression and stuff, so maybe it was feeding on my emotions. The peak things it did are Horror, around the beggining, my mother came into my room( i have a bathroom near), the door to the bathroom was open and the toilet seat was up, she looked at it, and the seat just fell on its own, i heard it, my mother saw it, and just stood there, then the seat open and closed 2 more time as she was looking at it, we both got scared, that was the first mutual experience, there were other small things like moving stuff in front of me to scare me badly, however the 2 most scary experiences were:
1. i was in the living room at the PC playing games, mom was on the couch watching TV, we heard a loud crash in the kitchen, we looked at eachother and went to investigate, there was nothing, 2 months later we found a broken plate behind the fridge, we assume it threw it hard against the wall,
2 The absolute peak i saw in my life: we were eating dinner, and suddenly heard a lound constant sound, it sounded like it was water rushing down the pipes, then she screamed and told me to not look behind, when i looked behind, there was the basket where we keep water bottles, and i saw with my eyes that a 2L water bottle 3/4 full, was twisting on its own and was making a very loud sound, it did that for around 5-8 seconds, i am 95kg, if i jump on that bottle with all my power i cant make such sound as that thing made, my mom is now conviced that spirits and entities exist 100%

How i may have escaped: around november 2023 i had a breakdown, got a number from someone who gets rid of bad spirits, didnt want to go for some reason, forced my mom to take me there, He did some sort of strange prayer that rimed a lot, and started to yawn here and there, said it was either old or powerfull, made me some "holy water" or what that counts as, i drank some and kept the rest for the house ( i forgot to mention that i think the being was atracted to me specifically), he said my house has no problems, after i drank some water i started feeling really dizzy, like i was walking like drunk, got a very strange brain feeling like i was exhausted from running 5km but only at my brain, barelly got sleep, and then i felt so amazing like i was exorcized, after that, it was gone, i even felt a sense of peace while walking around the house, until then i was even scared of the dark, i felt so at peace and safe that i cound even dance in complete darkness without being afraid, and the activity completly stopped, no more knocks or bangs or energy or something.

I thought it was over, since he said that prayer thing like "go where you come from and dont come back" style, however, around 1 week ago i started feeling something around me again, and seeing "hallucinations" here and there, i used that water to cleanse the house, worked for a few days, and its back, i dont feel its presence, but i got woken up by knocks in the wall obove my head, went to my room, and it started banging 2 times in the desk in front of me. I would like some help since i dont know what to do, i read scenarios that some people were haunted, tried rituals and things, and they worked but the beings came back and the rituals were less and less efective, What do i do?

Forgot to mention that i tried some cleansing methods before: we had crosses drawn in the house with a priest called to bless them, we tried salvia multiple times( it barrely affected it), prayers, burning incense, all to no avail.
I didnt practice magic or anything, i just searched for information online, i didnt meditate, i didnt do anithing to make it interested in me.
I realized it was atracted to my since i went to germany, packed little stuff since i thought some were haunted, and it still did strange stuff, like knocking things in the night, my mother didnt have paranormal activity when she was working abroad.
So that being is most likely stuck to me, for some reason.
Also forgot to mention that there were some times like 1-2 months when the activity stopped completly around 2018-2023, it would do the normal haunting things, then would dissapear form 1 month or 2 at best, at random intervals, tho it was mostly present to the point it was common for me and i got used to it.

Sterling Birch wrote: ↑Sun Apr 07, 2024 4:58 pm I’m a fan of recommending a Volkh spirit. They’re white arts too, so you won’t necessarily have any acclimation symptoms like you’d get with dark arts spirits

DoomAndGloom wrote: ↑Mon Apr 08, 2024 8:53 am Thanks for the info, the "holy water" is just some normal water that i had at that time, and the guy who made it "holy" did a small ritual thing where he put it in a glass, got a silver knife and started doing crosses in water multiple times while chanting a prayer multiple times

I also thaught that the being doesnt want to hurt me since it showed moments of power yet didnt harm me, however there were times when i was very down and it decided to haunt near me, like feeling their presence very close and a little cold, i tried many times to tell it to go away,leave, and that sort of stuff but it never listened, my theory is that it feeds on me since i had very bad depressions and was a "energy generator" for it, like free food, maybe, nowadays i dont feel its presence that much, in the past there were times when i went to bed and felt it around me for hours, now, i barely feel it and when i feel it, its like 5 mins at best. the activity has gone way down tho, when i wake up i hear some knocks and when i go to sleep and thats it.

what should i do? try to speak to the guy who helped me and get his 2 cents? try to speak to the being somehow? ( i dont know how)

DoomAndGloom wrote: ↑Mon Apr 08, 2024 8:53 am Thanks for the info, the "holy water" is just some normal water that i had at that time, and the guy who made it "holy" did a small ritual thing where he put it in a glass, got a silver knife and started doing crosses in water multiple times while chanting a prayer multiple times

I also thaught that the being doesnt want to hurt me since it showed moments of power yet didnt harm me, however there were times when i was very down and it decided to haunt near me, like feeling their presence very close and a little cold, i tried many times to tell it to go away,leave, and that sort of stuff but it never listened, my theory is that it feeds on me since i had very bad depressions and was a "energy generator" for it, like free food, maybe, nowadays i dont feel its presence that much, in the past there were times when i went to bed and felt it around me for hours, now, i barely feel it and when i feel it, its like 5 mins at best. the activity has gone way down tho, when i wake up i hear some knocks and when i go to sleep and thats it.

what should i do? try to speak to the guy who helped me and get his 2 cents? try to speak to the being somehow? ( i dont know how)