The responses and information that you have provided me are respected and appreciated. I felt hurt when you said "so it's not very interesting." I had mentioned those three spirits / entities because they had descriptions that came close to what I was looking for, including but not limited to, sexual energy. The responses that I received pointed out something that I had overlooked... which is most any spirit / entity has the potential of being all four even if it's not specifically described in their notes. I had not thought of that which is why I ask these questions. In real life, when you have a girlfriend / wife.... I don't think it is unreasonable to have the intention of having such a woman that fulfills all the buckets of what you are looking for in a woman. I'm, at this point in my life, not interested at all of crossing the road of having a woman as a companion again that fulfills all my bucket requirements. Long story short... I've been burnt way to many times and are not willing to subject myself to that again. So... as a new Spirit Keeper, I find it very difficult to wrap my head around the descriptions of all the choices of bindings that are offered here at CH and don't think it realistic that I get one on a 30 day trial to see if we connect in the ways that I am looking for. So... what's left? You... and the community at large. I asked the question worded the way that I put it to get exactly the responses listed above. I hadn't thought to consider that spirits / entities could be more like real people and potentially be able to bring more to the table than what is listed in their description. I definitely didn't think to reach out to Ash and Magnolia. It never crossed my mind. So... everyone's input has value to me... including, but not limited to, yours.
The way that you worded things felt to me like an attack. That opening statement felt to me like a push stating "You're an idiot that is just playing the victim" and I took it harshly. I acknowledge that how I take things is solely my responsibility. I also acknowledge that you and I don't know each other well and are not capable at this point in time to "read between the lines" or to know your intent in the way that you word things. This is why I didn't just come out and say "What a d***...". Instead, I took ownership of my emotions and stated that "I took that as being rude" and admittedly, was hurt and upset when I wrote that. I'm not asking you to step back in the shadows and not lend me your experience. I do appreciate what you have learned over the years and are grateful for you sharing that knowledge with me. What you do beyond this point is on you, however, I would respectfully request that you do not pull away from me. I'm human and have feelings... and make mistakes.
Respectfully,
Fyr
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From another shop, called the Ivory Agan (highly recommend), I received a past life lover conjuration which turned out to be a vampire! When it comes to these types of readings/conjurings/bindings, the conjuror will bind the spirit/living entity that is the strongest match to your very own energy signature.
Hope this helps!
