I know exactly how you feel, kaleemmcintyre !kaleemmcintyre wrote:.... My awareness of them is...kinda limited...i.e. so far I can only feel them out in miniscule ways, so far haven't seen them, heard them, or really had an experience with them. That's why I'm gonna keep asking questions so please ANYBODY with some good info I'd appreciate some feedback.
The meditation works and I do talk to them but I guess I'm not sensitive enough to feel them out yet. :sigh: Now I know how Jim Carrey felt in Bruce Almighty: "Somebody just give me a sign! Please!"
I 'm getting on and off proof of my spirits. It's like a slack joint of a light switch..- they make their presence felt , just because , then I'm all excited, eagerly waiting for more...and then - nothing! :wtf: I guess my alert mind just ruins it.. :irked:
My SRA WW truly amazed me, soon after I got him. I did kind of a short meditation with the stone. Just sitting and holding it, sending my thoughts to it: hey,welcome, I know you're an SRA- so I don't expect anything from you- just take your time, and watch my life from a safe distance...
In the end I held the stone against my forehead (-not sure why I did it..-it wasn't such a comfortable position).then some purple light started pulsating before my inner eye. I watched with interest, wondering what's it all about..-somehow drifted into a sleepy state...- which stopped dead ,when something big burst through my forehead,and then filled my upper body with swirling energy..-I was wide-awake within no time..-lol.
Sat there, held my breath,and thought:WTF was THAT ??-- felt like a gigantic electric shock, but gladly not in a painful way. Yet my heart was racing, and my calmness was gone.
I was deeply impressed..-never would have expected ANY action coming from my WW , and then got this! And guess what? Silly Me, now I don't dare to repeat the experiment -because I'm afraid it might not work a second time! And getting no results would leave me devastated.... :roll: Well, I'm working on overcoming this weird way of thinking .. it's just too idiotic. :baghead:
My WW doesn't mind, as it seems..-he showed up in a dream lately, but in human form..(no idea how he looks in wolf form).A cute young country lad , artlessly dressed and barefoot, came marching towards me, with a cheerful smile. His legs and arms were a bit too muscular compared to the rest of the body..(and muscles are not my taste at all..-lol).
- but appearing like that made me recognize him without effort. Funny thing- I noticed in the dream..hey, that's my WW..- what a cutie! -and it felt all normal..- only when I woke up and remembered the dream, I was hyper within seconds.. :lol:
So, it's truly like lot of ppl already mentioned..-not to expect anything..and not try too much at a time (not an easy task, I know), and if finally getting signs of your spirits presence, trying to stay relaxed..-which is the hardest thing..(nearly impossible for me atm..-lol)
Wishing you marvelous encounters with your spirits ASAP !! :fingercross: