onenuttyguyhere wrote:OMG, I know you all mean well but I swear (not literally) that some of you either put words in my mouth or put things there that was not in print. If you read my last post carefully, I clearly stated that I have tried looking for jobs and I guess I should have also said that I have also gone on quite a few interviews and not got a job that was fit for me. YES YES YES I have made effort towards my wishes! I think I also said that and it seems like some of you are just totally over looking that cause you are so focused on the fact that I must be doing something wrong and not the djinn cause God forbid, the djinn can't mess up!

I do feel that in this case it's probably more than likely NOT my djinn. Someone also said that I "blamed" my djinn for my problems. I never BLAMED them for anything. I said that my wishes were not granted and these are wishes that I put effort into. I'm not some dummy that just makes wishes and sits there and waits for the magick to happen. My gosh people - give me a little credit here. I also don't DEMAND them to do anything. Where are some of you getting this information from? I did NOT say that. I speak very kindly to my djinn and I do state that "I wish for..." but I never say "You need to do this... I want that... you better this..." Some of you are reading something that I am not typing.

It may be something as simple as what Lisa said and that is that I have blockages preventing money from coming into my life. I think she said it's emotional because I have been let down by people that I thought would always be there for me so I hurt alot because of it. Please don't just say ... "you need to let that go and blah blah blah..." Trust me, it's easier said than done when you've been treated as bad as I have and I am gay and my ex lover literally stomped me under the ground and emotionally abused me at a time he knew I wasn't able to just walk out because I had severe black mold poisening and the doc said that because of the length of exposure, this fungus may always be inside of me. The fungus has literally "made residence" in my upper respiratory system. It's aweful! If it doesn't sound so bad to you, then that's your opinion but I live it daily and I wish to God I could do the work I used to do but I can't because it's severe! Everything they've given me has either not worked or worked temporarily. Then on top of that my ex of 10 years left me and changed ALL of his contact info with a warning! I am majorly depressed and in that depression I have had many moments of thinking it's going to get better and "something's gonna eventually break through for me..."

I do NOT expect my djinn to do all the work but I expect to see "something." I'm beginning to wonder why am I posting this here cause seems like no one understands. Most are so bent on telling you how wrong you are rather than empathizing. When you are really down you need to be told the right thing to do and how what you are doing is wrong but you ALSO need people to empathize with you and not be so rough! Yes- I am a very sensitive person. No way! Right? lol

Anyways- I was going to pick up a mailer envelope almost an hour ago to send my spirits back to Lisa and they had all the envelopes EXCEPT the kind I was looking for! I was like "ok... I think they are telling me that I should not do this..."

onenuttyguyhere wrote:You know, I have tried so hard to be positive about these so-called bound spirits within jewelry that I have purchased off ebay. I talk to these spirits all the time and make my requests known. The things I ask for are not impossible and the things I ask for are within their abilities as listed in the auctions. I'm starting to think that if these spirits were really REAL and in these vessels, they'd be able to grant my simple wishes. It simply does NOT happen whatsoever and everytime you tell a seller that the spirit is not helping they always have some excuse like: "Some wishes take longer" or "The wish may not be for your highest good" or "You may not believe your wish can come true so that's why they haven't granted it." It's always some crap like that and frankly I am very tired of it. I thought I was the master and they were bound to grant my every wish? I've had all of these spirits for 2 or more years and wear their vessels daily. I always place them in a charging bag over night.

Does anyone else here feel the way I feel or am I alone in this? I just feel like sometimes we are all getting ripped off by most of these "haunted" sellers. I've purchased tons of metaphysical items and maybe only had results from 3 items at best. All the others were just a piece of jewelry that arrived in the mail. I tried affirmations... I tried being positive and believing as hard as I could ... I purchased an aura cleansing spell to go on a ring I already owned ... I have evil eye/hex/curse removal spell on one of my rings... Still- these spirits do not grant my wishes. I try to be nice to them and respectful and now I'm at a boiling point. IF they are there, I am very upset with them and so thinking about sending all of them back.

Someone else here must feel the way I do. Are you out there?

NoctemAeternus wrote:It'll be alright.
I think you are suffering blockages. Your djinn are there and doing what they can, and you are doing what you can..but you are quick to be frustrated with the situation. This is understandable, however to combat this ill luck you must find your center..

I suggest something as simple as deep meditation. Find as much peace as you can in the eye of the storm. Zen. This transforms your attitude, and transforms the energy at work around you..and maybe then things will begin to change.

Just chill. Most of us have been through our own hell and back, and at some point one must realise that meeting negative circumstances with a reactively negative attitude (the instinctual response) compounds the problem. It's not always easy, but you can do it..be mindful.

onenuttyguyhere wrote:OMG, I know you all mean well but I swear (not literally) that some of you either put words in my mouth or put things there that was not in print. If you read my last post carefully, I clearly stated that I have tried looking for jobs and I guess I should have also said that I have also gone on quite a few interviews and not got a job that was fit for me. YES YES YES I have made effort towards my wishes! I think I also said that and it seems like some of you are just totally over looking that cause you are so focused on the fact that I must be doing something wrong and not the djinn cause God forbid, the djinn can't mess up!

I do feel that in this case it's probably more than likely NOT my djinn. Someone also said that I "blamed" my djinn for my problems. I never BLAMED them for anything. I said that my wishes were not granted and these are wishes that I put effort into. I'm not some dummy that just makes wishes and sits there and waits for the magick to happen. My gosh people - give me a little credit here. I also don't DEMAND them to do anything. Where are some of you getting this information from? I did NOT say that. I speak very kindly to my djinn and I do state that "I wish for..." but I never say "You need to do this... I want that... you better this..." Some of you are reading something that I am not typing.

It may be something as simple as what Lisa said and that is that I have blockages preventing money from coming into my life. I think she said it's emotional because I have been let down by people that I thought would always be there for me so I hurt alot because of it. Please don't just say ... "you need to let that go and blah blah blah..." Trust me, it's easier said than done when you've been treated as bad as I have and I am gay and my ex lover literally stomped me under the ground and emotionally abused me at a time he knew I wasn't able to just walk out because I had severe black mold poisening and the doc said that because of the length of exposure, this fungus may always be inside of me. The fungus has literally "made residence" in my upper respiratory system. It's aweful! If it doesn't sound so bad to you, then that's your opinion but I live it daily and I wish to God I could do the work I used to do but I can't because it's severe! Everything they've given me has either not worked or worked temporarily. Then on top of that my ex of 10 years left me and changed ALL of his contact info with a warning! I am majorly depressed and in that depression I have had many moments of thinking it's going to get better and "something's gonna eventually break through for me..."

I do NOT expect my djinn to do all the work but I expect to see "something." I'm beginning to wonder why am I posting this here cause seems like no one understands. Most are so bent on telling you how wrong you are rather than empathizing. When you are really down you need to be told the right thing to do and how what you are doing is wrong but you ALSO need people to empathize with you and not be so rough! Yes- I am a very sensitive person. No way! Right? lol

Anyways- I was going to pick up a mailer envelope almost an hour ago to send my spirits back to Lisa and they had all the envelopes EXCEPT the kind I was looking for! I was like "ok... I think they are telling me that I should not do this..."

onenuttyguyhere wrote:Very SOUND advice Ninja. Thank you so much for that. Actually, that concept has run across my mind SEVERAL times. I even thought about sending them back and maybe grabbing another type of spirit in the future ... be it another djinn or some other kind of spirit.