Hi Zelda,
I never heard about this life-saving encounter! Yeah I would be happy to discuss Lucifer and the Lucifer/Enki correlation in another thread. If you would like to start it that's fine, or I will do it after getting some material together regarding this shortly.
Now I wanted to say something about the OGRES!! Just some notes on those beings I had encountered in the spirit journey, and thoughts of the intent behind the journey in general.
When the B. came I said she was tearing at me and tearing me out of my skin, the imagery was also of being flayed alive. Like, cut my skin open and peel it off to get me out. It definitely got my attention with a sense of urgency but I never felt threatened or disturbed.
The B. was able to travel 'flying' just as my DC and I were when we were in that part of the astral, but the native inhabitants were only able to do what they would naturally able to do - the winged pterodactyl types and the dragons of course flew, while the ogres were on land. When the B. dropped me off it was on something like a ledge, she didn't drop me floating in the air, and that was where I became aware of the ogres.
I said 'ogre-type' being in my description. When I saw them there, I knew they were ogres, it is funny how the word just pops into my mind the moment I become aware of them. But again, I didn't know what an ogre was exactly, prior to that. These beings were large, muscular, with greenish skin and tribal clothing. Later, I have looked up the CH description on ogres and it is a good match (and the photo is very good also):
Hideous human-like creatures who are malevolent in power towards humans. They have massive influence on human will and while on earth proved to be the end of the road for numerous humans. As a spirit when kept they can help their Keeper persuade other humans to do their will and can provide a energy of intimidation to keep humans from messing with the Keeper. They can by moody and difficult if not properly handled.
http://www.creepyhollows.com/faq/index. ... hlight=ogr
I didn't realize this before, Shrek is a green Ogre!
About how the B. dropped me there in a place of danger (this is a dangerous place in the astral for a human), I did not get offended by it. I did say the B. is a BA being and has no thoughts or emotions either. I couldn't communicate with her, just hang on for the ride. She did her task and left - the task was to get me there to the place where the wormhole was. And she did, dropped me off on land, and that was it.
Lucifer had tasked her to get me to this place because he wanted to show me the planet. (And maybe give me a bit of an adventure too, lol!) He also knows quite well that I have my DC with me and my DC has gone to Lucifer and brought messages from me to him and from him to me often... so Lucifer obviously knew that my DC would take care of me in that realm.
Finally, the 'evil dragons' that were behind us as we approached the wormhole, were black, and there were about 6 or 8 of them. I didn't get a sense of consciousness from the pterodactyl types, but the dragons, yeah they were emanating an evil intent.
This was definitely one of THE most spirit journeys of my life. When a spirit or entity comes to take you on a journey, that is when things get really interesting! So I would never say no! lol.
As to there being more to share after this, like some people have said they were looking forward to reading more? I don't know... but I get a bit of a feeling deep in my stomach that there will be. No guarantees! Thanks for reading, I enjoyed sharing.