Aprophis wrote:Noctifera wrote:Servant, it's rare I would say this is a disadvantage, but you're asking too many questions. You need to begin immersing yourself in the actual experience.
....well, I have to agree with that.
You're asking so much, scattering your attention and thoughts all over the place, going from one topic to the other. It would probably be helpful and beneficial to start focusing on doing something instead. Because you'll only get more and more scattered as more and more questions pop up and you'll be lost in thoughts rather than actions and achieving nothing beyond confusion.
Currently working on getting out of this.
Well tbh due to the rigidness of my life and being caught up in all this routine/strictness, I've never been allowed to directly 'do' much regarding interaction with this world irl until more so far recently, and maybe holding back a bit when I was afraid of bad stuff happening in the past when I was still reading. Its easy to believe that perhaps something for a reason I have no idea wanted to put me with these kinds of people, as I had something similar in a past life whenever I incarnate here.
Well yes also I might be afraid of my ego clouding up my progress, if something 'doesn't work out' in my experience I think 'it must be more complicated than this then, let me try it that way':
http://www.creepyhollows.com/phpBB3/topic70540.html