Puh, I had quite a bit of time today and I decided to read through the thread to get my questions answered and to try avoiding asking something that was already asked. I'm afraid, however, that I feel the need to get a direct answer for my questions.
First (and probably longest, sorry) - I'm someone completely new to this. I'm told I'm a sensitive person by those close to me, but I have my doubts that this translates to anything spiritually in terms of perceiving entities, Servitors included. My fear is being misunderstood in a manner partially exemplified by this quote:
DarklyDreamer wrote:I know this probably a dumb question, but what is considered "abuse" to a servitor? Or any entity/spirit?
I would say if you just use them as working machines, without acknowledging them as sentient lifeforms. So: never talk to them, never greet them, not see them as part of your life and so on (maybe drain their energy...) force them to do stuff they don't wanna do... I would say you could abuse them, like someone would mentally and emotionally could abuse another human.
Now, I would never force them to do anything as working machines, drain their energy or otherwise talk down to them. That is why I say partially. But a lack of training in perception could make it difficult to talk to them, greet them or see them as a part of my life, even though I bear no malicious intent.
Would the Alpha see this as abuse and walk away, or would they stay as a loving guardian?
Would they perish without the attention?
All in all it might be best for me to practice before ordering anything, even if I'm not sure where to start, other than meditation (that I am already doing). But a really big part of me also wants to order them and be comfortable having them with me, especially if they are capable of affecting my motivations and dreams.
Second, is it possible for me to order an Alpha even if I'm literally on the other side of the Pacific? Denmark, specifically
Third and final, if an Alpha is programmed to love me, is it possible for it to ever grow to hate me, as they have free will and learning? I recite that I have no malicious intent, but I do have traits that people would not find pleasant, though not hostile, owing to a history of depression. Likewise, the points mentioned in the first question could add to that.
Thank you for your attention.