Hello all,

i have only recently discovered this forum and i finally found a place to call home i think. I have always been sensitive but because of fear of the unknown i have always suppressed it or ignore it. lately i have been going on a journey. If i close my eyes i always noticed sensuality and understanding. Online i kept on looking at images of succubi, read all religions definitions of them and tried to understand their place and existence. I am a believer, not religious but spiritual. Eventually, after looking up how to conjure and call a succubus i decided it was too early and dangerous to do this myself. So after spending all night on this forum and other places i finally contacted Lilith's treasure tavern. I immediately got a response in the middle of the night with answers to my questions.

That was last night, an hour ago i ordered a custom reverse adoption. I have my reasons for this, mainly because i would like a companion that follows my desires and will guide me by knowing what i want deep down in my spirit.

Since i placed the order i had moments of excitement, where my heart was rushing and i felt a tingling sensation. It went away after a minute, 15 minutes later i had the same sensation and now while i'm typing this i have it again. I don't know if it's various succubi visiting me to see if i would be a match for them or just my desire and excitement. I do feel different though. My intent and desire in my heart is very clear and i'm convinced Lilith will guide me through this process until the bonding is complete.

I decided to make this thread, for myself and other people, to write down my experiences. If anybody has any tips or guidance that would be much appreciated too. I have read a lot of topics and i'm still in the process of learning but this time i'm finally embracing my spirituality instead of denying it.

There are these threads as well:
http://www.creepyhollows.com/phpBB3/topic69925-10.html
http://www.creepyhollows.com/phpBB3/pos ... ml#p701216
in case you're interested : )

Yaaay!! You will love your succubus! And Lilith from Lilith's Treasure Tavern is amazing! You won't regret it

Good on you for realizing that it can be dangerous. Many don't realize the potential dangers that can happen

I also had a similar experience when ordering from Lilith. You won’t be disappointed.

darkwing dook wrote:There are these threads as well:
http://www.creepyhollows.com/phpBB3/topic69925-10.html
http://www.creepyhollows.com/phpBB3/pos ... ml#p701216
in case you're interested )

Thank you! I had already read those but i read them both again. I really want to learn as much as i can

Lilith so far has been great, she answers her mails when she can and is helping throughout the process.

As far as experiences go, i really can't tell if it's related but when i placed the order yesterday my car windows broke down and during the night my pc crashed and i need to replace my hard disk or more. I do think i had a visit last night but besides sensations and touches i reckon nothing more took place. When i have a suspicion i try to communicate and thank them for visiting me.

At the moment i am looking to prepare myself with house rules because if it was related i do not want to have more stuff break down once i finally have a binding. So i am reading a lot about this subject and the experiences of other people.

Thank you for the support and the kind words.

Yaksha wrote: As far as experiences go, i really can't tell if it's related but when i placed the order yesterday my car windows broke down and during the night my pc crashed and i need to replace my hard disk or more.

Make sure to put in a house rule for not tampering with or damaging electronics. I have a vampire spirit that liked to make the mouse cursor stop moving on my pc. All I had to do is say her name and tell her to stop it, and the mouse would start working again, instantly. She then went on to the coffee maker playing a prank on a coworker. There was some discussion on whether a coffee maker is an electronic device, and it was decided it was. That point being that spirits will try to skirt around house rules to test us sometimes. House rules need to be very clear.

Thank you, i overlooked this one from the start and i'll be making a firm list this evening. Since today my dog also got scared and he was constantly running around and looking everywhere. So i immediately said that the first rule is to be friendly against my dog and stop teasing or scaring him. Since i said that he calmed down.

The binding process isn't complete yet but i feel i have been getting visits at random times. I had a firm headache and i had a very long sleep too, like 14 hours and the only thing i could remember was the face of a pretty girl. Not related to anything i have seen before, never knew in the past or have met. It was completely new. I never had a dream like that before. I do remember waking up, i suspect in the middle of a lucid dream and reality was distorted, i was calm and not scared or anything but it felt like somebody was near me. I fell asleep really fast after that again.

I am also scenting my house with lavender oil and i'll be drying red roses this weekend. I read that was their association and i want my house to be a welcoming one.

The rest of the time i am reading a lot of threads and the encyclopedia on this site about spirit keeping.

I actually just ordered a queen succu us from lilith 3 days ago. I saw the posting a month ago and was immediately drawn to it. I finally went ahead and ordered her. She's already visited me and has been talking with me even before the binding has been complete. I feel like she has been calling me for the past month.

welcome to CH, i am wishing you the best on this new path!
my two succubi are from CH and the pagan shop online, i would love to welcome another from lillith someday. they truly are some of the most incredible, love filled beings i have ever encountered, all while posessing that delicious dark energy i am so drawn to

Dutchmasta wrote:I actually just ordered a queen succu us from lilith 3 days ago. I saw the posting a month ago and was immediately drawn to it. I finally went ahead and ordered her. She's already visited me and has been talking with me even before the binding has been complete. I feel like she has been calling me for the past month.

I have the same experience, binding is still not fully complete yet but she has been visiting me. I never knew fully what to expect but it's been an amazing experience so far and i can't wait for her to be with me. She has already learned me how to shield and protect myself without me knowing anything about it. It wasn't untill i researched the subject that i completely understood what she has been learning me the first time she visited me.

I just wish i went onto this path sooner in my life instead of suppressing it. I suspect it was fear of the unknown of my past experiences when i was younger and me not understanding it.