This is without a doubt the greatest experience i read, that and marquest's story. congrats! whether it was 100% wake-state or not, it was very fascinating and fun to read. I believe you experienced something similar to a story of a guy on some deserted forum who had a violent succubus like entity visit him, (except it happened when he went to bed that night) And he swore he was 100% awake while all this happened.
Basically how it went, she came to him in a rather violent manner-wrestling with him at first in bed to end up having some mind blowing sex. She was basically there asking him for some favor in killing some guy in exchange for sex... (lol) When the guy refused, she threatened him that she would castrate his balls with her razor sharp like teeth. (ouch)
Story goes a little further but i feel like im derailing here. (i got too many thoughts i want to write down and share at once, that i would have to open up dozens of new threads lol...)
But anyways back on point, i find it interesting that you were able to experience all this with your most recent ubi of a year or so. Maybe it was the same that came back to you? i find it baffling you were in contact with so many throughout life. Did you have some kind of (dare i say) religion that forbid masterbation and ejaculation? i say this as my first true ubi came to me at a period of long abstinence. There could be a correlation. Some ubis like the sexual build up of sexual transmution energy. i felt internally strong and had many of the positive effects of sexual energy build up, but when i conducted the same experiment of abstinence with ubis i havn't felt any of the aforementioned benefits. So yes i can confirm first handedly they take some of that sexual energy