This part jumped out at me. I'm reading a lot of disinterest and apathy here. Have you always been this way? If not, what changed? You don't have to post here, but please try to answer those questions honestly. Because to me it sounds like you closed yourself off for whatever reason.A star child should be empathetic and aware but my empathy skills are really low compared to everyone else's and I have zero interest in helping people. My social skills suck too and I'm not curious about people at all. Not to mention that I'm not into donating to charity or doing any social help work. I'm also a bit of a jerk so...
As for wisdom beyond my years, I've used to be really smart when I was 5 (only because mom made me learn algebra and other advanced stuff) but in middle and high school I forgot everything and became uncaring of my education and I nearly didn't graduate high school (My awful mental health definitely played a role in my lowering grades too. No it wasn't depression or another mood disorder,) Other than my advanced early childhood education, I never had any sage moments.
I never felt that I came from anywhere else in space and I never did think I was an alien from space. I never did know about my past lives and I never had any early psychic abilities either. I don't have a loving nature, I don't even know what love is or if I ever felt it. I don't connect with nature energies at all and I don't like kids. I like pet animals but I'm not interested in wild animals.
Sometimes children have metaphysical abilities (empathic, intuitive, etc), and over time have shut those abilities down. Think of how a child may have an imaginary friend- only it isn't imaginary; but over time the child becomes convinced by adults that their friend is in fact imaginary and they stop seeing them.
This may have happened to you as well.
Just my $0.02.