I'm going to be forthright, in all of your reactions on this thread to the info you've been given I see you behaving helplessly.ARandomDemon wrote: ↑Tue Jul 19, 2022 1:06 am Bringing this back because I didn't get much answers from CH.
I don't know where to find angel related spells or the like. The last time I've asked CH about how to use the star energy that's in me, they've pretty much said ''Just google it'' but absolutely no pointers on where to look. No books,no nothing. I'm guessing that my angel stuff will get the same answer.
I know that there's something to this angel thing but I don't want to use my angel powers just to cast regular boring spells that I could've used my regular energy sources for.
You don't need practitioners or other more experienced people to hand-hold you through the experience, what we do when we offer readings or intuitive insight is meant to guide you. If you have no idea how to appropriately research the topic independently that's on you to learn to do, this is YOUR path. A reader can only do so much outside of the sessions they are grabbing info from and a lot of info isn't meant for the reader to be exposed to but for the person, which is why you can get vague or minimalistic answers at times that simply nudge you in a direction.
The information you receive operates like a key when you are open to it: first it unfolds through the unconscious, gradually awakening forgotten gifts and connections, then that will rise to the conscious level where you will begin to have a stronger inner knowing of this connection - and in that happening it immediately makes you receptive to receiving signs, having the right resources fall into your lap at the right time, dreams and otherworldly interactions to help you forward.
You're blocking yourself from this organic process by constantly telling yourself you don't know how to do anything on your own. You've got to start adopting the mindset that it is within you to figure this out, as long as you don't force it and welcome what comes next.
You don't seem very appreciative for what you have been told by the universe through these readers which started you on this path of inquiry, and the first thing you could do is amend that attitude - since you have after all decided to pursue the angelic connection mentioned.
Be grateful for having a place to start. The universe doesn't provide more to someone who is rejecting so much of what already is in front of them, it sends the message you don't really want progress at all. JUST from what I am seeing, you need to take baby steps in order to appreciate the depth of possibility in what feedback you are given, and absorb it more easily.
I might suggest if the inability to take action on this connection has been cause for frustration or annoyance that you step away from it altogether for a while. Those things will only enhance the blockage already clearly there.