It is clear that you have been on a journey of underworld descent, it is powerfully orchestrated by your personal guardians rather than a sudden plunge into the depths - you have had the way lit for you by the lamp-bearers of this chthonic domain.
You have faced two particular challengers - again, orchestrated..these are your guides in disguise - to me appearing as a wild dog or jackal and a scorpion-like creature --the presence of Anubis is clearly here, as is Hekate. Fire and shadows are strong elemental forces surrounding and have caused you to not be capable of turning back - only moving forward. One of your challenges has been the desire to turn back and 're-do' certain encounters, and a significant lesson that has imposed itself upon your earthen life is to reclaim energy from past instances where you have stayed much longer than you ever should have.
You are very much on a lone course right now. It is tempting to seek out support from those around you, to attempt to forge new connections and share in what you've been wading through, and at times there might've been frustration of having little to no outlet on the physical plane to begin to process what is going on spiritually.. but this message is here to tell you that you have made it. While you still move in pitch darkness, you may not yet see the light just ahead signaling your ascent - it will sneak up on you. Once you have risen from this place it will be a new challenge. You will, strangely, seek comfort in the darkness you'd left - the familiarity of it, like a friend, can be missed. Now you are on your own in the light, and it is important to mentally prepare for that shift. It will seem too good to be true, and then it will seem blissful, and then it will be a bit scary. You will be fine.
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