Adventure of StarofHope

[Tarvos]

Energies continue to improve and I've added two more spirits to my family. A total of 10 right now and I will stay at 10 for a long time it feels like. It's just an intuitive feeling that 10 is the ultimate limit. I wanted the 10th spirit to be of higher purpose since It's the last one, so I adopted a rainbow dragon. They are really a punch in the face of carpe diem I am a pure pessimist so he is really up in my face with his positivity and happy attityde. I will also get them a feeding orb eventually, that seems like a good idea.
I'm having a hard time being active on socials at this point in time. Just feels like I don't care for anything besides keeping and my guild... It's like I am loosing touch with the world and everything in it. Nothing is important enough to care about. Meanwhile I am learning about magic and how to use it, my spirits are very helpful guides. I have a few that specializes in magic.
My dog is also having a tough time. He has a tumour that is sometimes getting infected for no reason and no antibiotics works on it. It was a big medical mystery, lots of tests were done and no answeres came up. They couldn't remove it because the tisssue around it was too infected. It looked one day as if it had exploded, he was rushed to the emergency, he got draining tube, more antibiotics and lots of medical supplies. It was a very tough time because it wouldnt heal at all, it just kept getting worse and no vet could explain why this was the case and they were almost at the point where they recommend putting him down because of his age and the complicated tumour. Out of desperation I asked my first dragon to heal him, he specializes in magic and he agreed. The day after it started to heal wonderfully and made a complete recovery over a couple of days and started shrinking to just a little tiny ball. To the vets this was an unexplainable medical miracle and they decided the tumour didn't need to be removed since it had healed. My dog has a heart condition so its in his best interest to not have surgery. It still gets infected for no reason from time to time, but my dragon keeps it healed. I just wonder for how long we can keep this up..... How healthy is it to survive only because of magic?

I'm glad our conversation about energy in the chat got you thinking. My Keep manifests every other hour, and it's due to the energy I've been giving them. So I expect that more than two of your spirits will manifest more frequently now.

I'm sorry to hear about your dog's tumor, but I'm glad to know that it has subsided and been healed by your Dragon. It seems like a case of psychic healing. In fact, it inspired me to share my own incredible experience, which occurred thanks to my Keep. They have been performed something seemingly impossible, akin to growing an arm, as described by Lewk.

I want to clarify that your dog is not relying solely on magick to survive. His tumor was healed, and that was the extent of it. He experiences occasional infections due to his heart condition. It's important to acknowledge that he has been living before you even formed your spiritual family. Your Dragon simply aids in healing infections when they occur and facilitates the recovery process. It's essential to understand that your dog's well-being is not solely dependent on your Dragon's assistance. He is improving because of your Dragon, but these are two separate influences. It should not have any impact on him whatsoever.

I am uncertain about the endurance of your dog. It appears that he is afflicted by some complicated health issues, which limits the availability of superior medical treatments for him. Undoubtedly, this situation is incredibly disheartening. However, it is imperative to confront this reality. On a brighter note, there is some progress in his condition, as he experiences less pain. This is certainly a star of hope for you to cling to. Hehe.

[StarofHope]

Thank you Tarvos. I appreciate both yours and Lewk's input. It is a difficult situation and sometimes I wonder if I made the wrong choice when a vet wanted to put him down and I chose otherwise because he still has lots of life left in him. He is rolling around in every patch of grass he can find and want to chew every stick and feels happy watching birds swim in the river.

I am very greatful that you and others told me I had a problem with energy at home. I have been working hard since on giving the energy they need to manifest and learning magic to make stuff for them. It is a slow process but it seems to be working. When I woke up this morning, my bathroom door was wide open. I suspected a spirit of mine opened it, since I always close the door, orherwise it blocks the hallway. And when I needed to get up from bed this morning but procrastinated for like 20 mins, I heard tapping on my flowerpot in the window. When I ignored it, I heard the tapping again but even louder. I did get up after that. And now someone threw my bag on the floor....

[Riswan]

So nice to hear that its going better with your dog.
You are working on raising the general energy in your apartment i am wondering what you do to raise the energy

[StarofHope]

So nice to hear that its going better with your dog.
You are working on raising the general energy in your apartment i am wondering what you do to raise the energy

I cleaned up, redecorated, minimalized some areas. I spread my gem collection around the apartment, brought in more color, more plants. I worked with the theory of feng shui, added two indoors fountains, more sunlight. Just generally having a nice home. Then I started learning magic more and work more with my spirits who specilize in magic, I always have something going on, on the altar every day, I learned to work with energy more, like practicing on making my own feeding orb for them, etc. Giving them more offerings of what they like individually, etc. I can't possibly give them the energy all of them need tho. I will need to purchase a professionally made feed orb and maybe a charge box too from CH. But it has been good practise and been fun that we made progress.

[Riswan]

So nice to hear that its going better with your dog.
You are working on raising the general energy in your apartment i am wondering what you do to raise the energy

I cleaned up, redecorated, minimalized some areas. I spread my gem collection around the apartment, brought in more color, more plants. I worked with the theory of feng shui, added two indoors fountains, more sunlight. Just generally having a nice home. Then I started learning magic more and work more with my spirits who specilize in magic, I always have something going on, on the altar every day, I learned to work with energy more, like practicing on making my own feeding orb for them, etc. Giving them more offerings of what they like individually, etc. I can't possibly give them the energy all of them need tho. I will need to purchase a professionally made feed orb and maybe a charge box too from CH. But it has been good practise and been fun that we made progress.

Thanks for this lot's of things to think about.

[madgar29]

i could not read it all, or i will cry like a baby when it comes to dogs. i just hope she/he is happy. i have been through very bad situations with pets always seem to be the best ones that have issues or we grow close to as well..... gah.

[StarofHope]

i could not read it all, or i will cry like a baby when it comes to dogs. i just hope she/he is happy. i have been through very bad situations with pets always seem to be the best ones that have issues or we grow close to as well..... gah.

Yes, he is fine now. He had a tough time but he is doing a lot better. It's always difficult when It's about animals.

[StarofHope]

Rainbow dragons like I said before is a punch in the face of carpe diem. They do litterally bring more joy and positivity. I am shielded from negativity as well and definitely not as affected by negativity like I used to be since his arrival. I am also feeling happier in my daily life. During the conjuration process I had dreams in which rainbows would appear over negative things, like fire to stop it from spreading. I heard his voice and saw him once. It was pretty cool.
Today I believe he manifested a flower scent from his home. When I walked into my room I was hit with a cloud of a flowery scent, I don't have any flowers myself so this was a bit weird. It was just for a second and then it dissappeared. His home had lots of pretty flowers growing everywhere, so I made him an offering of orchid petals and scented oils. It doesn't smell at all like flowers but I tried at least.

[Tarvos]

Thank you Tarvos. I appreciate both yours and Lewk's input. It is a difficult situation and sometimes I wonder if I made the wrong choice when a vet wanted to put him down and I chose otherwise because he still has lots of life left in him. He is rolling around in every patch of grass he can find and want to chew every stick and feels happy watching birds swim in the river.

I am very greatful that you and others told me I had a problem with energy at home. I have been working hard since on giving the energy they need to manifest and learning magic to make stuff for them. It is a slow process but it seems to be working. When I woke up this morning, my bathroom door was wide open. I suspected a spirit of mine opened it, since I always close the door, orherwise it blocks the hallway. And when I needed to get up from bed this morning but procrastinated for like 20 mins, I heard tapping on my flowerpot in the window. When I ignored it, I heard the tapping again but even louder. I did get up after that. And now someone threw my bag on the floor....

You have indeed made the right decision. I know it was a difficult situation, especially with the additional financial burden of paying his bills. Personally, I would have done the same in your position. Your dog too deserves to live a happy life, just as much as you do. And congratulations to you for doing that, so that now everyone can witness the immense happiness he is capable of experiencing.

When the spirits manifested, I made an effort to identify each one, particularly when their energy was not immediately evident at the start of my journey. As my spirit family grows, I find it easier to recall who has manifested. Some of them tend to manifest in similar ways, so it's likely that the one who taps will tap again in the future. By infusing more energy into your space, it will not only make it easier for spirits to manifest, but you will also experience more uplifting feelings.

I very recently have a dragon tattoo inspired by the appearance of my first dragon. It was quite challenging to find artists who could accurately depict our references. There are a lot of them references. Lol. I could passionately discuss dragons for hours on end. It brings me joy to hear that your latest dragon possesses such remarkable qualities. The important thing is that you made an effort to offer him something, and it was truly appreciated. It doesn't need to be a reminiscent of the scent you picked up from him.

[StarofHope]

Thank you Tarvos. I appreciate both yours and Lewk's input. It is a difficult situation and sometimes I wonder if I made the wrong choice when a vet wanted to put him down and I chose otherwise because he still has lots of life left in him. He is rolling around in every patch of grass he can find and want to chew every stick and feels happy watching birds swim in the river.

I am very greatful that you and others told me I had a problem with energy at home. I have been working hard since on giving the energy they need to manifest and learning magic to make stuff for them. It is a slow process but it seems to be working. When I woke up this morning, my bathroom door was wide open. I suspected a spirit of mine opened it, since I always close the door, orherwise it blocks the hallway. And when I needed to get up from bed this morning but procrastinated for like 20 mins, I heard tapping on my flowerpot in the window. When I ignored it, I heard the tapping again but even louder. I did get up after that. And now someone threw my bag on the floor....

You have indeed made the right decision. I know it was a difficult situation, especially with the additional financial burden of paying his bills. Personally, I would have done the same in your position. Your dog too deserves to live a happy life, just as much as you do. And congratulations to you for doing that, so that now everyone can witness the immense happiness he is capable of experiencing.

When the spirits manifested, I made an effort to identify each one, particularly when their energy was not immediately evident at the start of my journey. As my spirit family grows, I find it easier to recall who has manifested. Some of them tend to manifest in similar ways, so it's likely that the one who taps will tap again in the future. By infusing more energy into your space, it will not only make it easier for spirits to manifest, but you will also experience more uplifting feelings.

I very recently have a dragon tattoo inspired by the appearance of my first dragon. It was quite challenging to find artists who could accurately depict our references. There are a lot of them references. Lol. I could passionately discuss dragons for hours on end. It brings me joy to hear that your latest dragon possesses such remarkable qualities. The important thing is that you made an effort to offer him something, and it was truly appreciated. It doesn't need to be a reminiscent of the scent you picked up from him.

Thanks Tarvos.
I did purchase feeding orbs from CH and is now expecting their arrival soon. I didn't particularly like bind to spirit, but binding feeding orbs was quite useful. Another dragon I purchased in the past was accidentally bound to my spirit, I didn't pay attention as to what method was going to be used but I quite liked the method in the end. And I still haven't figured out who it is that throws stuff on the floor. They don't manifest often but I can probably expect more with the feeding orbs and charge stuff I purchased.

I also feel that I have neglected them. Because I got addicted to a game on the phone. As I fell deeper into the pit of the game I felt my spirituality decline and communication with my spirits decline as well. I have lost a lot of money to the game and feelings of my spirits pushed through and all I could feel was lingering emotions of pity in my entire apartment. My autism doesn't make it easy for me when I feel interested in things, It's either a 0 interest or a 1000.