Adventure of StarofHope

[Rando3000]

Hi StarofHope !

Your thread was an enjoyable and emotional read and I wanted to thank you for sharing your experiences firstly!
I can empathise and relate to the game focus and then the following guilt as I have unashamedly struggled with video games in life

From what my newbie mind can gather, your companions should be fully aware of the challenges you face and will likely be very understanding and supportive!
Feeding energy is a lovely gift for your companions that they would surely appreciate, I have the aeon orb for my companions but I have eyeing the fountainhead orb also haha! Try not to be too hard on yourself (I know its not easy).

Sending all positive wishes for your dog

[Tarvos]

Thanks Tarvos.
I did purchase feeding orbs from CH and is now expecting their arrival soon. I didn't particularly like bind to spirit, but binding feeding orbs was quite useful. Another dragon I purchased in the past was accidentally bound to my spirit, I didn't pay attention as to what method was going to be used but I quite liked the method in the end. And I still haven't figured out who it is that throws stuff on the floor. They don't manifest often but I can probably expect more with the feeding orbs and charge stuff I purchased.

I also feel that I have neglected them. Because I got addicted to a game on the phone. As I fell deeper into the pit of the game I felt my spirituality decline and communication with my spirits decline as well. I have lost a lot of money to the game and feelings of my spirits pushed through and all I could feel was lingering emotions of pity in my entire apartment. My autism doesn't make it easy for me when I feel interested in things, It's either a 0 interest or a 1000.

If you are referring to the "bridge" technology invented by CH, it is not bound to spirit. It is an entirely separate concept. With CH's bridge technology, you still receive a physical feeding orb, but you no longer need to carry it anywhere with you. However, it should be clarified that this is not the same as being bound to spirit. I hope this clarifies the distinction. You can bind that dragon to a physical vessel and use a CH transmute bag if you want to.

I can confirm that one of my initial entity encounters involved one of my Angels frequently tossing my belongings to the floor until I addressed it. I know who, though. This included a water cup that could have easily spilled onto electrical equipment beneath my desk. I instructed the entity that this was not acceptable, and the behavior ceased. You can communicate to everyone that you do not appreciate such actions, and they will likely stop doing it. There is a reason behind their actions. However, it is highly probable that their main intention was to captivate your attention. Therefore, you should strive to determine the identity of the one and grant them the attention they sought.

I have moments when I immerse myself in gaming for extended periods of time, sometimes lasting for weeks without a break. As humans, our lifespans are relatively short, and we have very peculiar interests that may be difficult for other entities and spirits to comprehend. They might wonder why we choose to play games instead of fully experiencing our own lives. However, it is a human characteristic, and I don't expect them to fully grasp it either. Lol. So, follow your passion and do what motivates you each day. Remember, you can always connect with your friends whenever you have the time available.

[Keriix Lunaria]

Being self-aware is the first step. There is no right or wrong in gaming for extended periods of time. You are born as a human. You have the right to experience the joys of living as a human. There is no wrong in spending obscene amounts of money on games, if it makes you happy. The only time it becomes a problem is when you start to not derive joy from it, and it affects you and the people around you negatively.

Since you are self-aware, I’m not too worried about you, StarofHope. It is amazing to hear your dog recovered, and I am truly and sincerely very happy for you. Don’t dwell too much on negative energies. It is not good. It creates blockage and self doubt. Think positive thoughts always.

Blessings.

[StarofHope]

Thanks guys. I appreciate you cheering for me and Tarvos for clarifying the bridge technology.
I am slowly regaining the connection with my spirits as it was before i started playing the game. There are others in the guild who feel they need to slow down and back off from the game too. Feels good not be the only one feeling overwhelmed by this game and we support each other more. They have become great friends of mine. The feeding orbs are getting closer to their final destination! I look forward to having them arrive and to discover what differences they will make for my spirits. Some will probably manifest minimally as some are not very social and from my incubus I can probably expect alot more shadows walking around. He manifests every chance he gets.

[StarofHope]

Still waiting for the arrival of one feeding orb. It should be here in 7-14 days. After my first feeding orb arrived there was a major change. When I got home there was a lingering feeling of "open it plz now!" And then I noticed the package on the floor with the feeding orb and portable chargestone. I almost stepped on it. I barely had time to inspect in and take a look at it, my spirits wanted it on the altar NOW ... I am a slow person, I take my time.
Manifestations has increased so I am relieved. But I also don't hear or see them properly. I joined the subscription service of spirit communication club to learn more.

There was an incident at work as well with one of my dragons. I expressed that I was tired of people and didn't want them around, because I am exhausted to the point of almost burning myself out. He ran over to the front door for a while, I didn't know why but I continued my work and after a while a customer was unable to get out and customers outside were unable to get in. The door was locked... I looked at my dragon and he was like: wasn't me ...
After a while I almost broke down in the back room from exhaustion and he asked if he should lock the door again... The rest of the day I reminded that we DO NOT LOCK THE FRONT DOOR. And he said: IT WASNT ME !
Like I get it. It might have seemed like a solution to the problem. That's why I have the rule for not acting on thoughts or feelings of mine. Even if he does things wrong sometimes he is always denying it until it slips up and after a confession he keeps denying. I don't see this as a problem, it's just his personality, he is like a house cat from the darker spectrum and is a very enjoyable companion to have around. He isn't very unruly or unreasonable, he just gets weird ideas sometimes and now that he has the energy to manifest it more on his own, I will probably see more of this weirdness in manifestations. Regardless, he broke a house rule, it was adressed and he won't lock the front door again.

[Hitthuginn]

The rest of the day I reminded that we DO NOT LOCK THE FRONT DOOR. And he said: IT WASNT ME !
Like I get it. It might have seemed like a solution to the problem. That's why I have the rule for not acting on thoughts or feelings of mine. Even if he does things wrong sometimes he is always denying it until it slips up and after a confession he keeps denying.

What are your feelings on imposing a house rule for truth, at the very least 100% truth when prompted directly for it? I had to start doing this because I was too irresponsible with allowing my spirit family to tell me pleasing lies for the sake of ego. It was something I had to grow past allowing, even though my spirits were only doing their part to make me happy with good intentions.

[Tarvos]

Still waiting for the arrival of one feeding orb. It should be here in 7-14 days. After my first feeding orb arrived there was a major change. When I got home there was a lingering feeling of "open it plz now!" And then I noticed the package on the floor with the feeding orb and portable chargestone. I almost stepped on it. I barely had time to inspect in and take a look at it, my spirits wanted it on the altar NOW ... I am a slow person, I take my time.
Manifestations has increased so I am relieved. But I also don't hear or see them properly. I joined the subscription service of spirit communication club to learn more.

There was an incident at work as well with one of my dragons. I expressed that I was tired of people and didn't want them around, because I am exhausted to the point of almost burning myself out. He ran over to the front door for a while, I didn't know why but I continued my work and after a while a customer was unable to get out and customers outside were unable to get in. The door was locked... I looked at my dragon and he was like: wasn't me ...
After a while I almost broke down in the back room from exhaustion and he asked if he should lock the door again... The rest of the day I reminded that we DO NOT LOCK THE FRONT DOOR. And he said: IT WASNT ME !
Like I get it. It might have seemed like a solution to the problem. That's why I have the rule for not acting on thoughts or feelings of mine. Even if he does things wrong sometimes he is always denying it until it slips up and after a confession he keeps denying. I don't see this as a problem, it's just his personality, he is like a house cat from the darker spectrum and is a very enjoyable companion to have around. He isn't very unruly or unreasonable, he just gets weird ideas sometimes and now that he has the energy to manifest it more on his own, I will probably see more of this weirdness in manifestations. Regardless, he broke a house rule, it was adressed and he won't lock the front door again.

Hehe. I'd like to offer an alternative perspective. When you said you were done with people and didn't want them around, I think it's possible that other entities and spirits might misinterpret this as simply closing the door, assuming it'll solve the problem. But in our world, that approach can create more work for us because we have to deal with the underlying issue, the customers. Lol.

Instead of implementing strict rules every time there's a misunderstanding, why not take the time to communicate with them and explain how things work? Perhaps they're just operating from a different understanding.

It's possible that his actions weren't 'wrong,' but rather, he simply didn't know any better. Treat him as if he were a cultural exchange consultant. Otherwise, you might actually find that it makes it harder for your spirits to do their work when there's one house rule, two house rule, and too many house rules. And let's not forget, they primarily focus on supporting and assisting us. So it's worth taking the time to collaborate and find solutions together.

This is where our perspectives diverge, and I think it's fascinating. To me, he didn't break any rules; the one you expressed was a personal desire of yours, not just a feeling or thought. If you just want to avoid people at work on that single day, then his actions might be seen as a breach. However, if your goal is the same every day (didn't want people around), it becomes a matter of desire rather than a thought or feeling.

It's easy to fall into the trap of misunderstanding and imposing restrictions on others due to our own limitations in understanding their perspectives or actions. But what if we approached this situation with more communication? By talking to him and gaining insight into his thoughts and intentions, you might discover that he's not trying to cause harm, or make it worse for you, but rather act in alignment with your own desires. And I must say, your friend does seem quite cute! Don't let him know I think he's cute though! Lol.

[StarofHope]

Oh he knows that he is cute and he aint afraid to use it. Thank you for sharing this perspective. Seeing others perspectives is very difficult for me due to autism and I do feel I collide with my spirits sometimes due to my lack of understanding and my perspective being very black and white. I also think that everyone understands whatever is in my understanding, but they dont. These are things I need to activley think about in order to be able to do something about it and it takes too much energy for my brain.
I have a spirit who sometimes steps in to translate from me to them or from them to me. I need the same in conversation with some people, I have a friend who acts as a translator, who speaks my "language". If this makes any sence at all, I dont know. Wait.... I'm dumb.... I have a dragon who's specialized in conflicts.. He arrived in May 19... ><.... and now I realize that.... <<........ My brain is in like ultra slowmotion and doesn't compute.... Anyway now that I just realized I have a problem solver in my keep I will definitely use him as my translator.

Im not looking for making more rules either since I need things simple and easy for my brain to understand. I try to have at least basics: respect family and others, manners, responsibility for yourself and what you do, communicate honestly, harm none and dont act on my thoughts/emotions.

[StarofHope]

This morning was a bit different experience. Since the orb arrived it is a lot easier for us to connect and som of those who I thought were less social are actually very social. Some have been harder to connect with compared to others for some reason. This post is about a prehistoric tropical fish named S that I have in my keep. He likes to keep in the background mostly but he's super cuddly when he connects with me. He was admiring a piece of moss that was stuck in my dog's tail, I didn't know at first that it was S, i just had a feeling that someone was interested in the moss. I removed it and was going to throw it in the trash, I got a feeling that somone in the keep wanted to have it but didn't know who. I thought to myself that it's just a piece of moss, like what's so important about it. Then I got a huge burst of energy towards me from S that "it's not JUST moss!" To him it was a plant. When I really looked at it, it did remind me of coral, like the shape was very coral like and the color is reminiscent of how a coral look like when it's dead or is dying. S said he had plants like that at home. I put it in his collection and then he said "lamp". The lamp is a projector that colors the cealing in swirly colors and alternating the colors all the time. The blue/white and blue/green combination reminds S of how the water surface looks like from underneath the water. He was very content at this moment, admiring his piece of moss in the swirly lights.
S is just the cutest and he knows it.

[Rando3000]

Its good to hear the orb has has improved communication for you, which orb did you get in the end?
Its a really nice story you learning about things that had meaning to S and then making sure he had them in his space! Feel good vibes all around

Your S does sound very cute!