Keriix Lunaria wrote: ↑Sun Jan 12, 2025 11:29 am
Bonds are only able to exist because there is effort being put in to maintain the bond

There are no guarantees in a connection lasting, only trust and faith. I can understand your fear in not wanting to lose this amazing bond you have with him. Place your faith and trust in this connection you both have, and when you come to a better space in your mental health journey, I’m sure you will come to appreciate what type of ‘marriage’ it is you define it to be, whether it be from a place of love, friendship or pure trust in your partner to go through lifetimes together.