Can't stop thinking about someone...possibly forced?
Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2019 9:52 am
I'm almost certain this could be the wrong section for this topic but it sounded like the best fit so...bear with me here, this is an odd topic to voice.
Someone I'd met a year and a half ago--I just can't get them out of my mind. Whenever I'm around them everything else stops, I want to do everything I can to make them happy. It isn't love, I know that much, because frankly we were friends who met at a rave (through an ex) and now we're more like aqauntences due to the amount of time between communication. We did have sex once, if you could call it that (it was more like very intense foreplay to be honest).
At that time she claimed serious interest in me, where that interest would lead I wasn't sure because as I said I met her through my Ex and he was a highly controlling individual. He wasn't against Poly relationships he just knew her better than me and didn't want me getting hurt. When he finally told me I couldn't speak with her anymore or the relationship was over (this was back when I cared) it was actually physically painful to let go of her. Eventually he recognized how much it hurt so he let us chat at a club the three of us frequented occasionally.
Anyway, to make a longer story shorter, it feels less like love or friendship and more like hypnosis. She has claimed to be a vampire, but she's also claimed to be a piece of a Goddess, and she does drugs so--as much as i love hanging around her, I know not everything she says can be taken for what it is. Still...a year and a half later with minimal contact and I still think about her a few times a week.
Do you think there's any Spell work involved? Or, maybe something else entirely? A friend of mine has seen me around her and she seems to think it's definitely some sort of hypnosis, and as accurate as that sounds, I also feel like it's a bit off the mark.
Because I suspect it has to do with magic or energy I put it in this subject, hopefully it's the right one...
Someone I'd met a year and a half ago--I just can't get them out of my mind. Whenever I'm around them everything else stops, I want to do everything I can to make them happy. It isn't love, I know that much, because frankly we were friends who met at a rave (through an ex) and now we're more like aqauntences due to the amount of time between communication. We did have sex once, if you could call it that (it was more like very intense foreplay to be honest).
At that time she claimed serious interest in me, where that interest would lead I wasn't sure because as I said I met her through my Ex and he was a highly controlling individual. He wasn't against Poly relationships he just knew her better than me and didn't want me getting hurt. When he finally told me I couldn't speak with her anymore or the relationship was over (this was back when I cared) it was actually physically painful to let go of her. Eventually he recognized how much it hurt so he let us chat at a club the three of us frequented occasionally.
Anyway, to make a longer story shorter, it feels less like love or friendship and more like hypnosis. She has claimed to be a vampire, but she's also claimed to be a piece of a Goddess, and she does drugs so--as much as i love hanging around her, I know not everything she says can be taken for what it is. Still...a year and a half later with minimal contact and I still think about her a few times a week.
Do you think there's any Spell work involved? Or, maybe something else entirely? A friend of mine has seen me around her and she seems to think it's definitely some sort of hypnosis, and as accurate as that sounds, I also feel like it's a bit off the mark.
Because I suspect it has to do with magic or energy I put it in this subject, hopefully it's the right one...