Energy from vessels
Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2021 6:48 am
Hi there. Thank you for coming to read my post
While I meditate, I always make an intent each time to sense energies. I do this to help me dissolve some blocks, and also to keep blocks from happening due to me inadvertently closing down from the discomfort. (Something I've done in the past).
I'm very sensitive and my entire life I have been on and off with my abilities. In the past, when I would open up even just a bit, it bursts open even further and I would react with discomfort and shut it off. I used to not be able to sleep near a wall because I would hear the electricity running through the wires in the wall. Had to sleep with my bed in the middle of the room, people thought I was strange because of this. I learned how to manage it, fine tune it.. But it took me decades of open shut open shut, and learning on my own, without a teacher.
Lately I've been practicing shielding a lot, and grounding.
visualizing and telepathy is a strong ability of mine so I've been consciously working on keeping things open, as safely as one can.
Every time I meditate I invite my spirits to join me. I usually hold grounding and connecting stones, and wear their vessels. Most of my vessels are rings. I feel the energy pulsing very strongly, buzzing, tingling, electrical, hot, warm, airy. In my hands and on my fingers only where the vessels and spelled stones are. but lately it has begun to pulse and get so hot that Its almost too much. My fingers begin to ache really hard. I've spoken with my spirits about this and they said I'm sensitive.
I don't want to cause another shutting down. So I stayed in the meditations and tried to just feel it and relax. It helped but each time I start a new meditation it seems to start out stronger than the previous time. I purposely stay longer without stopping the meditation, because I don't want to block.
How does one balance whatever this is, while also not creating a block?
It literally feels like my fingers are about to pop. And while I appreciate my gifts opening up, I know the human psyche can be quickly reactive, and from my past experience of off and on x30, I just don't want to do that again.
Does anyone here have any suggestions on how to keep my fingers and hands from doing this, without closing down?
While I meditate, I always make an intent each time to sense energies. I do this to help me dissolve some blocks, and also to keep blocks from happening due to me inadvertently closing down from the discomfort. (Something I've done in the past).
I'm very sensitive and my entire life I have been on and off with my abilities. In the past, when I would open up even just a bit, it bursts open even further and I would react with discomfort and shut it off. I used to not be able to sleep near a wall because I would hear the electricity running through the wires in the wall. Had to sleep with my bed in the middle of the room, people thought I was strange because of this. I learned how to manage it, fine tune it.. But it took me decades of open shut open shut, and learning on my own, without a teacher.
Lately I've been practicing shielding a lot, and grounding.
visualizing and telepathy is a strong ability of mine so I've been consciously working on keeping things open, as safely as one can.
Every time I meditate I invite my spirits to join me. I usually hold grounding and connecting stones, and wear their vessels. Most of my vessels are rings. I feel the energy pulsing very strongly, buzzing, tingling, electrical, hot, warm, airy. In my hands and on my fingers only where the vessels and spelled stones are. but lately it has begun to pulse and get so hot that Its almost too much. My fingers begin to ache really hard. I've spoken with my spirits about this and they said I'm sensitive.
I don't want to cause another shutting down. So I stayed in the meditations and tried to just feel it and relax. It helped but each time I start a new meditation it seems to start out stronger than the previous time. I purposely stay longer without stopping the meditation, because I don't want to block.
How does one balance whatever this is, while also not creating a block?
It literally feels like my fingers are about to pop. And while I appreciate my gifts opening up, I know the human psyche can be quickly reactive, and from my past experience of off and on x30, I just don't want to do that again.
Does anyone here have any suggestions on how to keep my fingers and hands from doing this, without closing down?